-- Posted by outatime at 10:25 am on Oct. 12, 2008 Its not just a bad day.  It happens everyday.  I feel like shit.  Mentally and physically.  I have this scronny little body.  I am lonley.  But how can I love someone else when I hate myself.  I am trapped inside by the confines of my mind.  I need a release soon, no now!  I can't take it anymore.  I realized that I will never have kids because I never want anyone else to feel this pain. -- Posted by switchfoot52 at 10:28 am on Oct. 12, 2008 get counselling