-- Posted by The Last Magister at 10:26 am on Oct. 12, 2008 When my first step-dad and her divorced, she said it wasn't because of me when she found my notebook(I was seven, I haven't kept one since, so no 'haha you kept a journal') and since this whole fucking thing came up, she broke down and told my step-dad that she expected him to leave. I knew it, I was the fucking little runt who caused all of it. She patronized me. Haha, her little "self-esteem building lie" backfired, because now not only did my fucking self-esteem get demolished, but I won't take her fucking opinion anymore. She's already fucking lied to me about something like that, fuck her. She doesn't know that I know it's a lie, my step-dad told me what she said, because he doesn't know exactly what happens whenever I fuck up, he assumes I get angry at everyone else, lol, but he couldn't have been more wrong. -- Posted by forfallonyy at 10:29 am on Oct. 12, 2008 woww u should tell her off -- Posted by n00bz at 10:35 am on Oct. 12, 2008 I don't really understand that, but it seems like she was just trying to protect you... but it ended up hurting you.   Sometimes you make mistakes because at the time it seemed like the only choice and then later on you realize jsut how badly you fucked up but you can't reverse what has already been done.  you stick to your story even though its not right, even though you will hurt someone because at the time they needed protected more you made the right choice.  if that made any sense.