-- Posted by 4irate at 11:01 am on Oct. 16, 2008 I went through this year of my life where when I moved I never left my room and I cried like every hour and I used to have anxiety attacks almost every night and I never told anyone. I just lost hope and I just went through life hoping I would die tomorrow but never acting on it cause I knew then someone would know I was hurting and feel bad, worry, hate me or just act weird about me. I didn't even tell my best friends. Now one of my best friends is going through almost the same thing I was except she didn't move but our dad situation is the same and the way we feel was the same. Except she cuts and has been in and out of hospitals and has become somewhat of a whore. She was open and honest when she started feeling horrible unlike me, she still doesn't know about how I used to be. I think it's so weird how different she deals with it... Like is she just doing all that for attention? It's just confusing shes trying to kill herself instead of just waiting.. If she was open and honest RIGHT away is she trying to get people to act weird/get attention or did she actually want help? -- Posted by Catacomb at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 so just because you kept it all in your pain was genuine? -- Posted by Scandol5Mossie at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 weirdo   -- Posted by 4irate at 11:04 am on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from Catacomb at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 so just because you kept it all in your pain was genuine? No. It wasn't and that wasn't my question. I am asking if she has pain BUT WANTS PEOPLE TO HELP, OR IF SHE JUST WANTS PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND OR FEEL BAD. -- Posted by Catacomb at 11:12 am on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from 4irate at 9:04 pm on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from Catacomb at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 so just because you kept it all in your pain was genuine? No. It wasn't and that wasn't my question.   I am asking if she has pain BUT WANTS PEOPLE TO HELP, OR IF SHE JUST WANTS PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND OR FEEL BAD. it wasnt your question but this is what you are disagreeing most with i can smell it -- Posted by 4irate at 11:13 am on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from Catacomb at 11:12 am on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from 4irate at 9:04 pm on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from Catacomb at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 so just because you kept it all in your pain was genuine?    No. It wasn't and that wasn't my question.  I am asking if she has pain BUT WANTS PEOPLE TO HELP, OR IF SHE JUST WANTS PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND OR FEEL BAD. it wasnt your question but this is what you are disagreeing most with i can smell it Well get your nose checked. Fuck. -- Posted by twerp at 11:17 am on Oct. 16, 2008 im not sure depends on how you look at it -- Posted by Catacomb at 11:18 am on Oct. 16, 2008 your hostility only confirms my suspicions