-- Posted by duesxmachina at 5:00 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 for one thing my body always feels lopsided. which is one reason i hate having some flab because i literally feel weighted down. sometimes when im walking around my skin feels like its hovering over my bones instead of sticking tightly to it...so i'll squeeze it or rub it  pour water on it until i feel it. also i always have to do at least 60 pushups every half hour. or i start to feel "man booby". i keep thinking it'll make it go away but i doesn't. then i'll run away and do leg stretches cause if somebody sees me doing it all ocd like i'll get myself in an awkward moment. then the worst is i compulsively pick at zits in public. i hate it i know it looks weird but i just FEEL them like they were mosquitos. it feels so different from normal skin i'll be talking to someone then, even if there isn't a zit there i'll just squeeze skin. face, chest, back. theres huge red marks all over my body where i squeeze it thinking theres zits or clogged pores. i hate it. well...am i weird?(am i evil?) -- Posted by bosss at 5:01 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 no -- Posted by Googoie at 5:01 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 C Not evil... -- Posted by rawrr at 5:02 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 a little obsessive of your body image, but not weird. the other 2 things aren't that bad, but picking your zits in public is just seen as .. idk a little gross to other people, so maybe dont do that one. -- Posted by Catzcore at 5:02 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 just OCD, not evil but not quite.. Average? -- Posted by Talk Show Host at 5:03 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 yes, evil. -- Posted by duesxmachina at 5:04 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 how do i make that feeling go away? i scrub and scratch but my skin always feels strange! and floaty. -- Posted by Mindwalker at 6:37 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 This is OCD, seek a professional. I wish I could fully help with this one... -- Posted by duesxmachina at 9:09 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 i have gotten help but no one has told me what to do that makes sense. -- Posted by Mindwalker at 7:08 am on Oct. 27, 2008 Quote: from duesxmachina at 12:09 am on Oct. 23, 2008 i have gotten help but no one has told me what to do that makes sense. seeing a psychologist makes sense.