-- Posted by Uptown Swag at 5:06 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 I hate myself Things I once loved...I have become indifferent I changed...became anew, something dark Something unnatural I have lost myself in a sea of uncertainty Hating the very fiber of my being I want an escape I want to be someone else But I cannot I want to end my life Quick..painless I am frozen by inability Because of them... My family, my friends, my mentors, my followers They all want me here So I am forced day by day Night by night To live this hellish nightmare A nightmare from which I will not wake Forever I shall die a husk For I am no longer human Someone...eliminate me, erase me I cannot do it myself. -- Posted by Azrael at 5:11 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 You're not as cool as you think you are. You're not inhumane, you're a whiny little kid who needs to deal with it. Quit being such a bitch.