-- Posted by Uptown Swag at 5:43 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 I'll be sitting at home, while my friends are out and i'll feel like shit. Like nobody cares about me, how im just some back up friend or something. Or maybe some associate. Sometimes im so sad I shiver because im so cold inside. I just want to feel like I belong, like im a part of something. But i'll never be a part of anything. I'm like a passing dream. It makes me wanna die...im just sooo cold inside. Then I listen and all I hear is silence, and I ask myself who am I? I only have one answer. Nobody. -- Posted by Toga99 at 5:46 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 not with that attitude... -- Posted by Stars Fall For Us at 5:46 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 Hate what I am, Hate what I'm not. Don't know who I am, How could I have forgot? This world feel so small, But it hides so many things. Just waiting for my truth to call, Or til happiness truly sings. Inspired by everyone around me, Yet still searching for myself, Why can't someone make me see I know my innerself This is who I am, Just a girl hoping she's something, she's not. Because she's been herself all along, She just hoped this wasn't her, It is. -- Posted by JasonGuy at 5:47 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 go burn something. that makes me feel better! -- Posted by DADDYS LITTLE GIRL at 5:47 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 You are who you choose to be...If you think your a nobody then make something of youself.  If you want to talk you can message me -- Posted by Toga99 at 5:48 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 seriously, if your feeling sad, go for a walk, if you have a dog, walk the dog, it'll make you feel better than sitting in your house alone. Btw, I liked your poem -- Posted by Stars Fall For Us at 5:48 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 BUT When life gets you down, And you seem to wander in this lonely town, Rememer you're not alone - So many people who'll never leave you on your own. They stand all around you, And need you so much too. Yet you're reluctant to reach out, When there's no reason to feel this doubt. No-one understands, no-one really cares, Yet it's these same feelings everyone shares. Why can't we just see, This pain was never meant to be? Why can't we just smile? And show this is all worthwhile? For what we go through each day, Isn't it worth showing what we had to pay, To become who we are today? We all feel that way at some point but remember this is the only life you'll have so do whatever you can to block out the pain, the loneliness, beause you're never alone. If you need someone to talk to just message me. x -- Posted by Stars Fall For Us at 5:49 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 And thanks ^^^^ =] x -- Posted by smurflikepebbles at 5:58 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 I know exactly how you feel. See i (used) to have a group of friends that always hung out with each other-but after a while they just hung out without me but still called me one of their best friends. After a while I just gave up on them, hung out with nobody other than people i worked with(while i was at work) or people in class(during class). Then after 6 months i started hanging out with them again-and i branched off again and just gave up on them altogether. Now im down to 1-2 friends that i only text or see in class. But i feel like im a better person for it-you should too. Just because your not with your friends doesnt mean your not doing anything important. Maybe your reading, or just watching tv-its probably a good time to find out who you are as a person. Alot of people do this-they even make movies about it. Im finally happy for the first time because it was like my old group of friends kept me caged up when they didnt hang with me and when they did. Im happy to be free. You can be friends with anyone-not just the people in your group-dont be afraid to befriend other people. -- Posted by kdfults at 10:58 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 have you seen a counselor about these feelings?  i felt the same way.  it may be b/c you are clinically depressed, or maybe just a mood swing.  either way, talking to somebody professional really, really helps.  I promise.