-- Posted by AaronR93 at 2:14 pm on Oct. 30, 2008     I have found my self trying not to eat like my stomach says eat but my brain says no, and when I get solid food I start tearing it into smaller pieces and then consuming it or when I know I am hungry I wander trying to decide what to eat and then I just get a drink like water or something like I really don't actually eat anymore. Its like I try to find an excuse to not eat but I know I need to and food and eating is constinly on my mind. Am I getting a disorder? -- Posted by tell me again at 2:16 pm on Oct. 30, 2008 It sounds like it. But I can't tell for sure without knowing how you feel. You've only told what you do. But why do you do it? Are you preoccupied with body image? -- Posted by MixedDelight at 2:18 pm on Oct. 30, 2008 It sounds like an eating disorder. Obsessive Compulsive eating habits are a part of eating disorders. Plus the fact that your mind is telling you not to eat when your body is hungry is a big warning sign. -- Posted by Anonymous at 2:21 pm on Oct. 30, 2008 MAKE YOURSELF EAT!!!! FORCE YOURSELF TO EAT!!!!! I went through this and lost almost 20 pounds, I am still getting sick from it and that was months ago. It isn't good, it isn't fun, and you pay in the long run. I am not sure if it is an eating disorder or not, but i did the same thing. I never went to a doctor for it though I should have, if you have a hard time forcing yourself to eat, go to the doctor and get help. trust me, it is better to make yourself eat.