-- Posted by dynamic t at 10:31 pm on Nov. 1, 2008 But I don't want to stop it makes me feel better and I know its wrong but I like it.  Alot of people feel guilty about it but I only do when one of my friends find out.  So yea I'm weird I guess. -- Posted by ihavaroleinthisworld at 10:32 pm on Nov. 1, 2008 Nothing wrong with you. Just sad. Cutting gets you nowhere. be careful -- Posted by Mr Speed at 10:32 pm on Nov. 1, 2008 its stupid... -- Posted by beautifulmassacare at 10:33 pm on Nov. 1, 2008 no your not werid. im the same way i like cutting cuz i like the pain and it makes me think of physical pain more then the shit thats going on inside me head. but i don't feel guilty or bad unless my friends or family see it and ask many questions then cry and say how much they wish i wouldnt do it -- Posted by Problems109 at 10:34 pm on Nov. 1, 2008 weird, no. Confused, yes. Talk to someone trusted...or get help. -- Posted by dynamic t at 10:35 pm on Nov. 1, 2008 I know cutting is stupid but once you make that first cut you know you just dont want to stop.  Ugh idk I just cut thats it. -- Posted by kllxhnnh at 10:35 pm on Nov. 1, 2008 That's not weird.  I used to get this hysterical sense of happiness out of it.  When used I cut regularly, I nearly considered it fun.  Needless to say, my boyfriend at the time thought I was crazy and threatened to tell my mother if I didn't stop...... yeah, anyway, try talking to a therapist or someone you trust.