-- Posted by merryberrycherry at 2:19 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 So my friend just confronted me on everything that shes kept bottled up for months. Basically the talk was about my eating habits and how she thinks I'm going to die. And obviously even from my side of the conversation it was a serious thing and I wasn't taking it lightly. But one part stuck in mind after .."..Because your killing yourself for beauty!" and so I ended up for the first time in about 5months I cut myself a lot. All across my thigh I scored " F A T" and along my arms. But the last cuts I did I have done very deep and I didn't mean to obviously but I got caught up in my emotions. They won't stop bleeding and I can't confront my mum about it because she's really proud of me "giving up". None of my friends are answering my calls because it's 10:20 here and they are all probably asleep. somebody help me! -- Posted by IceTeaEdwin at 2:21 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Lulz, call the hospital. -- Posted by IceTeaEdwin at 2:22 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Also, get ready for some embarrassment and sadness. That's why you dun cut yoself. -- Posted by omgitshmpx3 at 2:23 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from IceTeaEdwin at 2:21 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Lulz, call the hospital. thats not funny, stupid cunt. -- Posted by IceTeaEdwin at 2:23 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from omgitshmpx3 at 4:23 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from IceTeaEdwin at 2:21 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Lulz, call the hospital. thats not funny, stupid cunt. Don't make me hurt you. -- Posted by Aliboo at 2:25 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 You cut yourself? Why? That made it worse, obviously. Well, your either going to have to stop the bleeding yourself or get help. The important thing to do is to believe in yourself. You arent fat, no matter what you or anyone else thinks. You have to be yourself and focus on getting better. Call 1-800-Suicide, tell them what has been going on, let them talk to you and fill you with hope and guidance -- Posted by IceTeaEdwin at 2:28 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 By the way, get a clean towel and press firmly on the cut...then call the hospital because if an infection sets in you can loose your arm. omgitshmpx3 is a fat & ugly cunt for not helping the OP. -- Posted by fallingangel at 2:36 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 just a piece of advice i learnt. dont cut yourself over things that people who care about you are trying to protect you from. apply pressure to cuts and tell someone, maybe your mum tell her about this little incident so you get help to quit again. -- Posted by starla91 at 3:35 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 people slip up. like previously mentioned, apply pressure and tell your mom. because you want to stop and rome wasn't built in a day.