-- Posted by iluvsummer22 at 8:53 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 I have to be all quiet and polite and stuff around only part of my family. I dont live with them but i visit frequently but they dont know the real me at all and im sick of hiding it...im not polite or quiet im loud and sometimes disrespectful im sick of following their stupid rules and i want to be me not hide all the fucing time its like a ticking time bomb inside of me...!! -- Posted by CarolineLouise at 8:54 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 I used to be like that with my mom but she's lightened up over the years -- Posted by blufindr at 8:55 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Just be who you are. Fuck them. -- Posted by m8ggi3 at 8:55 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 then go up 2 them and yell, "FUCK U, IM NOT QUIET, IM LOUD! IM NOT POLITE, IM RUDE AND DISRESPECTFUL! if u dont live with them, then they cant rule ur life. be who u r, not who they want u 2 be. -- Posted by iluvsummer22 at 8:56 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from blufindr at 8:55 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Just be who you are. Fuck them. theyre constantly pointing out my flaws and telling me theres something wrong with me bla bla im so fucking sick of it but its like im scared to disobey them cause they have this control over me.   -- Posted by Fo Sho at 8:56 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 I hide who I am from most people, but I show my true nature to my family. I am an asshole. -- Posted by blufindr at 9:04 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from iluvsummer22 at 3:56 pm on Nov. 3, 2008 Quote: from blufindr at 8:55 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Just be who you are. Fuck them. theyre constantly pointing out my flaws and telling me theres something wrong with me bla bla im so fucking sick of it but its like im scared to disobey them cause they have this control over me. So leave. -- Posted by tell me again at 9:45 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from blufindr at 9:04 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from iluvsummer22 at 3:56 pm on Nov. 3, 2008 Quote: from blufindr at 8:55 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Just be who you are. Fuck them.    theyre constantly pointing out my flaws and telling me theres something wrong with me bla bla im so fucking sick of it but its like im scared to disobey them cause they have this control over me.   So leave. You make it sound so easy. If only it was that simple. -- Posted by blufindr at 9:50 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from tell me again at 4:45 pm on Nov. 3, 2008 Quote: from blufindr at 9:04 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from iluvsummer22 at 3:56 pm on Nov. 3, 2008 Quote: from blufindr at 8:55 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Just be who you are. Fuck them.   theyre constantly pointing out my flaws and telling me theres something wrong with me bla bla im so fucking sick of it but its like im scared to disobey them cause they have this control over me.    So leave. You make it sound so easy. If only it was that simple. Pack bags and leave. I did it for a day. That's all it took for Dad to shape the fuck up, lol. -- Posted by tell me again at 9:52 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 O. Well the OP doesn't even live at home so I doubt that'd change their rigid views. (And as for me, it sure won't do.)