-- Posted by Enigma of Eternity at 2:33 pm on Nov. 6, 2008 All my life, my mother was the one who I looked up to. She's my role model, my rock, my support. I thought she would always be there for me. I always feared losing her. I just didn't know what I would do without her. I have no father. Now I have lost her, but in a way worse than death. She recently went crazy within the last week and they think its permanent. We admitted her into a psych hospital yesterday, where she will probably be for the rest of her life. I am left in the care of my older sister. Its so overwhelming. This is worse than her dying. She doesn't even recognize me. I can't stop crying. I don't know what's going to happen to her...I don't know whats going to happen to my sister and I. -- Posted by sarah is hot at 2:35 pm on Nov. 6, 2008 You just need to be there for her until she does die. Think of it this way. Something funny you tell her today will probably be funny again tomorrow.