-- Posted by Anonymous at 7:38 am on Nov. 10, 2008 I'm getting sicker and sicker EVERYDAY. I was hurt a lot when I was little, physically and emotionally. Everybody is being rude here....life is hard..( I wanna leave home but they will never leave me) I'm getting hurt everyday...I can't live like this. I wanna die..My life is the most miserable.. Crying makes me feel like I am losing my vision...what do I do? They read my diaries, they attacked my privacy...I have nothing left. I wanna be happy...( how is this ever going to happen).. I'm dieing inside. I'm serious, I can't even call the police ( don't tell me that) because I just can't ( NOTHING WILL HAPPEN) I just want tips things I can do for myself to relax and feel better emotionally ( this is serious). How do I feel better? -- Posted by XMariex at 7:41 am on Nov. 10, 2008 This is tough..try taking long walks. :) i mean, thats the only thing i can suggest. -- Posted by statiksiren at 7:41 am on Nov. 10, 2008 The only thing to do in a situation like this is find help. Whether it's the police or CPS, or running away to a friend. If you're not willing to help yourself, you can't ask someone else to help you. -- Posted by Anonymous at 7:45 am on Nov. 10, 2008 Quote: from statiksiren at 7:41 am on Nov. 10, 2008 The only thing to do in a situation like this is find help. Whether it's the police or CPS, or running away to a friend. If you're not willing to help yourself, you can't ask someone else to help you. Running away to a friend would make it much worse..they'll find me and when they do they will definitely lock me for life. -- Posted by jakkey at 7:47 am on Nov. 10, 2008 obviously the right thing to do would be to contact the police, but since you don't want to do that. . . What age are you. That could determine weather you can leave home? ok so you must have some hobbies? you like music? Perhaps try and combine the too, have some music on while doing a pasttime/hobbie! you could listen to story tapes to get your mind off things, I do this every night to fall asleep. Are you allowed out? go for a walk and take deep breaths of clean fresh air to flush all the bad away? hope i've helped in some way. please let me know -- Posted by neverjeeps at 7:50 am on Nov. 10, 2008 Child protective services might be able to help, try calling them. And also there are way for you to claim independence. I know my friend did because of emotional causes. But then you have to get a job and live on your own, or in my friends case live at people's houses. -- Posted by EvilEyeV36 at 7:52 am on Nov. 10, 2008 Everyone has a limited reach. First, as hard as it may be, remember that the only one who owns your life is YOU. Try to find a method of expression that cannot be invaded, even if it only begins as a code of some sort. Also, if you're 18, they have no right to keep you there. Steps: 1. Establish independence in some way, no matter how small (Think "I am alone inside my mind and my thoughts are my own") 2. Find some sort of low key way to make groundwork for your own independent life. 3.Build on that until you have an opportunity to leave 4. Remember no one is omnipotent. No matter how oppressive they may be, they have a limited range. -- Posted by Anonymous at 8:00 am on Nov. 10, 2008 Quote: from jakkey at 7:47 am on Nov. 10, 2008 obviously the right thing to do would be to contact the police, but since you don't want to do that. . .   What age are you. That could determine weather you can leave home? ok so you must have some hobbies? you like music?  Perhaps try and combine the too, have some music on while doing a pasttime/hobbie! you could listen to story tapes to get your mind off things, I do this every night to fall asleep. Are you allowed out? go for a walk and take deep breaths of clean fresh air to flush all the bad away?   hope i've helped in some way.   please let me know   I am on age but they will never let me go..no , I'm not allowed out alone..( HIGHLY PROTECTED) I will try and listen to stories just like you told me..