-- Posted by well well well at 2:43 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 i'm feeling terribly greasy and terribly fat. i bloated up another three pounds this week, to a grand total of 136.  i mean, i know that's relatively thin and that i shouldn't be concerned with just a three pound weight gain, but it seems so terrible to me, and i feel so greasy and bloated.  I'm a vegitarian and 5'8'', and 14 years old. and i just can't seem to accept the fact that maybe i might look okay. i started thinking about ten pounds. then thirty. now im thinking thirtyfive. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME. please. because i LIKE The idea of having no boobs and i like the idea of having bones sticking out of me and i like the idea of being stick thin and sick. i like it. and i don't know why. and it scares me, it scares me so much. i want to weigh 110 pounds. at 5'8''. I KNOW THIS IS WRONG. but i want it, and i want to be sick and i want to be bone-thin and disgusting and i don't care if boys look at me weirdly and aren't attracted to me, because i have a perfectly fine boyfriend who has an eating disorder fetish and loves when he can feel girls' ribs. i know that's weird. and i'm not doing this for him, anyway. i'm doing it for me. but...please help. i can't get out of this. -- Posted by nikki123 at 2:44 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 aww honey i think that those guys are stupid. -- Posted by xoAllixs0n at 2:44 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 You think you're FAT?! Holy shit, someone take me to the plastic surgeon. If she's fat, I'm OBESE. -- Posted by BlahBlah14 at 2:45 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 go talk to a doctor. they should be able to help get you through it. -- Posted by phrozen at 2:46 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 I know how you feel your not alone. I weigh about 85 lbs and I'm 5'2" when I look in the mirror I feel like a disgusting slob. Every time I touch food i feel gross. Theres some times even when the smell of food makes me nauseous so i dont eat -- Posted by ReturnOfPatches at 2:47 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 You're a fox, you're not fat.