-- Posted by dramaqueenxoxo at 4:02 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 Ugh, I usually just have the occasional FKD but the past month has been a complete Fat Kid month. On the plus side, I have only purged once and only fasted for a couple of days, on the minus side I look and feel like shit. My apetite inhibitors should arrive next week so I should do well on those but gah, I feel like all the shit I've put myself and my body through has been for nothing-- I need to go on a diet stat! But I eat less than 800 cals a day as it is... gah, I really don't want to go back into therapy but I wish this didn't have to be so difficult. Read: I am a diagnosed bulimic with anorexic tendencies, not just some wannabe. Edit- I got cut off -- Posted by nikki123 at 4:05 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 aww ;( -- Posted by mycuteFIEND at 4:05 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 So during this day you starve yourself and purge? -- Posted by bratalvarado at 4:05 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 o wow so r u fat and dont feel like shit thats just their oppinion and they judge by the cover not whats inside its just dumb -- Posted by I never forget at 4:07 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 I was going to say that every month is fat kid month here in the states...which it is. Then I saw your SN, and read what you have to say. So stfu, nobody cares. -- Posted by dramaqueenxoxo at 4:08 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 Quote: from MyCuteFiend at 12:05 am on Nov. 12, 2008 So during this day you starve yourself and purge? I used to alot... now I just try to eat as little as possible-- I live off diet pepsi and space raiders (119 cals a pack) -- Posted by mycuteFIEND at 4:10 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 Quote: from dramaqueenxoxo at 4:08 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 Quote: from MyCuteFiend at 12:05 am on Nov. 12, 2008 So during this day you starve yourself and purge? I used to alot... now I just try to eat as little as possible-- I live off diet pepsi and space raiders (119 cals a pack) I've been there and done that and I can honestly say it's a whole lot more fun to eat what you'd like then go run for a while. -- Posted by dramaqueenxoxo at 4:10 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 Quote: from I never forget at 12:07 am on Nov. 12, 2008 I was going to say that every month is fat kid month here in the states...which it is. Then I saw your SN, and read what you have to say. So stfu, nobody cares. What is the 'Teen Eating Disorders board' for, then? Also, all usernames suck anyway.. -- Posted by dramaqueenxoxo at 4:12 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 Quote: from MyCuteFiend at 12:10 am on Nov. 12, 2008 Quote: from dramaqueenxoxo at 4:08 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 Quote: from MyCuteFiend at 12:05 am on Nov. 12, 2008 So during this day you starve yourself and purge?    I used to alot... now I just try to eat as little as possible-- I live off diet pepsi and space raiders (119 cals a pack) I've been there and done that and I can honestly say it's a whole lot more fun to eat what you'd like then go run for a while. I'm a chronic insomniac and addicted to sleeping pills, which I've quit because they make me so paranoid, I barely have the energy to walk around! Gah, I just want to stop eating all together, life is so much easier then -- Posted by jessica20110 at 7:01 pm on Nov. 11, 2008 I feel mega fat every day. Treatment sucks....