-- Posted by Anonymous at 5:58 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 Maybe its just difficult for me to accept or admitt but im really starting to believe that this is more than just a control issue. I starve myself. Not entirely. I eat once in awhile... portions of course. I feel guilty when i eat and if i feel like ive eaten too much even if its only been my one meal of the day... i make myself throw up. I dont  think i have a problem.. but i feel like its starting to run my life a bit, its like i get complete satisfaction out of feeling hungry. So what do u think? do i have a problem? -- Posted by silverrose42 at 5:59 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 Yeah, i think so... You need to talk to a doctor or councillor -- Posted by cutieefaceex3 at 5:59 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 yes, you have a problem. seek help -- Posted by Lahanalove at 6:00 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 I had that same issue and somewhat still do... Something that really helped is my friend stood me in front of a mirror and pointed out all the places that showed I was too skinny such as ribs sticking out or hip bone or collar bone sticking out too much.. when you realize that people notice you're too skinny it scares you and helps you get back on track with normal eating habits.. you can talk to me if you need me -- Posted by monkeydoodle77 at 6:00 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 Yeah. You do have an eating disoreder. -- Posted by NEGATIVE0 at 6:01 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 you know, mental diseases like these can easily be fixed with a simple change in perspective. life sucks, huh? not good enough? lower your expectations. -- Posted by sainthoodsreject at 6:01 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 Yep. Get some help ( not to sound mean, I am just very blunt) -- Posted by Vbby at 6:02 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 I do that too. I just came to realize I have an eating disorder the other day. But until I lose more weight Im not doing anything about. -- Posted by Anonymous at 6:02 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 yea you do. I had that problemover the summer. First I would only drink water to surpress the hungrer feeling but when my bff found out I would eat alot when she was around and then go in the bathroom and throw it up. I had to get help because my whole life was centered around vomiting or not eating at all. Get help. or I'll give you some way of P Ming me. -- Posted by Anonymous at 6:05 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 Im not happy with my weight im 5'4 and 130lbs. I cant have my parents finding out...i used to self mutilate and they almost sent me away because of it. i wouldnt want to disappoint them again. -- Posted by Rachelw at 6:06 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 it does sound like you do my friend does the same thing and it can be flustrating talk to a counclour or a friend maybe they can help -- Posted by dreamweaver at 6:33 pm on Nov. 13, 2008 You have several of the symptoms of an eating disorder, that's for sure. Guilt when you do eat, forcing yourself to throw up, eating little or no food, and constant thoughts of dieting because you're not happy about your weight. If you want to get help and soon, talk to your parents or at least your guidance counselor (or even a trusted teacher). And don't feel guilty about how things have been going through in your life. Yeah, you have SI yourself in the past- seems like you just traded one bad habit with one just as equally bad, and didn't realize it. The sooner you get help, the better and easier your rehabilitation could get.