-- Posted by duesxmachina at 8:54 am on Nov. 14, 2008 if i have borderline personalitiy disorder, and seeing as how its a horrible and permanent one at that, is there no other diseases or disorders that could explain why i'm like this? I always kind of figured it's because i almost died inside my mom and it kind of messed up my thinking...im looking into forms of autism to help explain, or at least something to help get rid of the Depersonalization i feel all the time. and from what i read, it's only caused by emotions or memories too horrible so you "split". but im wondering im sure there is some other way of treating this besides pills pills and more pills? which btw i've been on every single one, literally. thanks. -- Posted by RIMHfire at 9:02 am on Nov. 14, 2008 Define almost dying in your mom. -- Posted by my little bastard at 9:09 am on Nov. 14, 2008 why is that in your sig -- Posted by The Wolfhound at 9:11 am on Nov. 14, 2008 Quote: from RIMHfire at 9:02 am on Nov. 14, 2008 Define almost dying in your mom. Pervert. -- Posted by duesxmachina at 9:12 am on Nov. 14, 2008 Quote: from RIMHfire at 9:02 am on Nov. 14, 2008 Define almost dying in your mom. i mean i almost died while she was giving birth i had the umbilical cord choking me like wayne brady. -- Posted by liv21 at 10:16 am on Nov. 14, 2008 I really don't want to be this person, but I've known a girl with undiagnosed BPD.  In my opinion, the best way to get over it is to "think yourself out of it." Stop reading all the psych stuff.  Depersonalization is much more uncommon than they'd have you believe.  I predict that nothing is wrong with you. What will be the most beneficial is if you admit to yourself that you are normal.  If anything, you just have some personality quirks that can be corrected through simple behavior modification, stuff you can do yourself.  It's certainly not permanent if you take this approach, but you HAVE to believe in it.  Trust me. You're welcome to PM me if you wanna talk about it.