-- Posted by Anonymous at 9:45 pm on Nov. 21, 2008 where to begin on my venting.. there will be many spelling errors umm well at my school they have this thing called teen screen, where they screen teens for mental illnesses I got depression and anxiety i dont know what to think about ti yes i cut yes i am depressed, but I've been seeing a therapist but nothing seems to work I've contimplated suicide a couple of times, but the only thing i would be willing to do is sit in the garage with windows closed or whatever. but no cars will fit in my garage... so this causes a dillemma my therapist says that my extreme codependency is most likely causes by my parents being gone my childhood. do you ever feel lonely when your around people? I feel like i need constant affection to be satisfied. if not i have to beat myself up about it (litterally). other things have contributed my brother is a heroin addict for one, and whenever i even look at him i start crying.. i litterally cant be in a room with him with out crying.. which makes me said as well i wish he could have ended up doing something good for himself hes 20 no and hes just a junkie i dont think anybody would have guessed im so depressed, I mean I don't act like it. i kinda think the reason i were so much makeup ever day is cause i'm trying to hide something... you know? lblahh i worry too much I just want somebody to tell me everything is going to be ok. thats what I need I swear adults never go through this kind of thing. not this kind of intense emotion. This is like my first time going on here if anybody wants to talk im down I dont getting drunk is gonna make this any better, so maybe talking might help -- Posted by Violently Happy at 9:49 pm on Nov. 21, 2008 Adults don't go through that? lol Anyways, you're young and everything will pass. Don't worry so fucking much. .Maybe if you talked to your brother instead of leaving the room you could get through to him. Cry in front of him. -- Posted by Littlestoxie at 9:53 pm on Nov. 21, 2008 You can pm me if you want to talk...i think i can relate. -- Posted by basketballbabe15 at 9:53 pm on Nov. 21, 2008 pm me -- Posted by Oceanborn at 9:57 pm on Nov. 21, 2008 You can PM me, if you like... -- Posted by tearsinheaven at 7:47 am on Nov. 22, 2008 adults don't go through that...hold up here cowgirl(boy). i speak from experience when i say adults get just as depressed as teens do. my father is a posterchild (well, posteradult i guess)for it, as is my uncle. except by the time they get to that age, it's almost impossible to truly cure. we all have shit to deal with. if this therapist isn't working out, try a different one. i also suggest getting on some anti-depressants if the doctor thinks it might be ok. -- Posted by Catacomb at 1:32 pm on Nov. 22, 2008 dull the pain with substance