-- Posted by Just Waiting Here at 11:05 am on Nov. 22, 2008 Physical space, that is. It's very strange, there are some nights where I just can't stand things being close to me.  I won't like it when my boyfriend gets too close or lays down next to me, I won't like it if the blankets are weighing me down.  Every now and then it just happens, and I always feel bad because I always ask my boyfriend to give me some room. It's very strange, I don't know why I get like that.  It's not a matter of not wanting him around, it's really just a matter of not wanting anything really touching me... it feels like I'm suffocating in a sense. Anyone know what I'm talking about...? -- Posted by SpM at 11:08 am on Nov. 22, 2008 I think I have a vague idea. Sometimes everything and everyone just make my skin crawl, and I want to sprint naked along a deserted beach screaming at the top of my lungs. -- Posted by Just Waiting Here at 11:11 am on Nov. 22, 2008 Quote: from SpM at 11:08 am on Nov. 22, 2008 I think I have a vague idea. Sometimes everything and everyone just make my skin crawl, and I want to sprint naked along a deserted beach screaming at the top of my lungs. Haha, more or less, without the sprinting naked part.  The clothes don't bother me as long as they aren't tight.  It's just the weirdest thing... I can be touched, but I can't be held or even have my hand held... lol, it's like I'm 'stuck' if that happens... Lol... I really had to convince my boyfriend that it wasn't him on this one.  I mean... it's hard to justify not wanting to even hold hands randomly... lol. -- Posted by EmmitWinchell at 11:12 am on Nov. 22, 2008 yes those are the nights I go out walking at two or three in the morning when no one is out so that I can get my space and then when I have gotten cold enough or get tired I come back home crawl into bed and fall back into that dreamless sleep I always have. -- Posted by oliveohm at 11:14 am on Nov. 22, 2008 i know what you mean. i usually get like that w/ PMS. do you see any correlation between wanting space and being in a certain kind of mood? maybe that'd help you figure it out -- Posted by SpM at 11:15 am on Nov. 22, 2008 Quote: from Just Waiting Here at 7:11 pm on Nov. 22, 2008 Haha, more or less, without the sprinting naked part. The clothes don't bother me as long as they aren't tight. It's just the weirdest thing... I can be touched, but I can't be held or even have my hand held... lol, it's like I'm 'stuck' if that happens... Lol... I really had to convince my boyfriend that it wasn't him on this one. I mean... it's hard to justify not wanting to even hold hands randomly... lol. So I'm guessing you're not into bondage. -- Posted by Just Waiting Here at 11:19 am on Nov. 22, 2008 Quote: from SpM at 11:15 am on Nov. 22, 2008 Quote: from Just Waiting Here at 7:11 pm on Nov. 22, 2008 Haha, more or less, without the sprinting naked part.  The clothes don't bother me as long as they aren't tight.  It's just the weirdest thing... I can be touched, but I can't be held or even have my hand held... lol, it's like I'm 'stuck' if that happens...    Lol... I really had to convince my boyfriend that it wasn't him on this one.  I mean... it's hard to justify not wanting to even hold hands randomly... lol. So I'm guessing you're not into bondage. Not necesarily.  I only get like this randomly, it's the strangest thing. In general, as long as I can move, I'm ok.  I hate the thought of just being stuck and not moving.  But if I could struggle, then I would be fine.  That's most days... other than when I randomly just want nothing nearby, lol.