-- Posted by well well well at 1:49 pm on Nov. 24, 2008 today, the performers, stage crew, and ticket sellers for my school talent show all had a pizza party during fourth and fifth period. this was right after lunch. there was pizza. there were cookies. cheap lemonade and iced tea. I wanted something so badly. I said that I'd eaten a lot at lunch, when all I really had was ephedra and zinc and vitamin B. I wish I could go back in time, and tell myself i didn't want to be ana. I wish i could go back in time, to when i could eat 300 calories without feeling like absolute shit, and tell myself that i was beautiful. i just wish it didn't have to be like this. i just want to be normal. like everyone else. I just want to be a normal thirteen year old girl... -- Posted by abbigayle303 at 1:50 pm on Nov. 24, 2008 SO WHATS STOPPING U -- Posted by LucidAssassin at 1:51 pm on Nov. 24, 2008 i want to be a normal thirteen year old girl too.....wait i mean fifteen year old girl-- i mean boy...yeah fifteen year old boy thats it -- Posted by fluffy panties at 1:51 pm on Nov. 24, 2008 I'm better than normal. I'm ABNORMAL. That always cheers me. Sweety, at least if you're admitting the problem it's one step to fighting it. -- Posted by britfuck at 1:51 pm on Nov. 24, 2008 exactly; -- Posted by XsmilygirlX at 1:52 pm on Nov. 24, 2008 I feel the same way. -- Posted by Aliboo at 1:58 pm on Nov. 24, 2008 Ask for help. -- Posted by Littlestoxie at 2:00 pm on Nov. 24, 2008 Very true.. But not thirteen again. God no. -- Posted by hersheyparker at 2:01 pm on Nov. 24, 2008 You are very pretty. You seem like you really want to stop letting food (or the lack thereof) control your life. See a counselor, doctor, friend, or trusted family member who can help you get through the physical and (more difficult) emotional issues that are causing your stress. -- Posted by xcountry101 at 5:08 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 :] the first step is admitting