-- Posted by Anonymous at 5:53 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 My mom is majorly depressed and bipolar and she is sick... has been for years and years and years and no it is worse then ever since she hasn't slept in days and feels lyk her body is on fire. My older sister that is one and a half years older then me and that used to be my role model is majorly depressed and bipolar and last year she was suidical and has issues lyk it feels like there are knives and fists stabbing and punching her. She also have had lyk 6 boyfriends this school year and I have been craving love and wanting a boyfriend forever and it is yet to happen and she can have who ever she wants cause she is hot and sweet but she hates me cause we are going through a rough spot in our relationshop. And there is my dad who is the only oneout with medical issues and he has to carry my whole family and he is working almost full time and barley bringing money into the house hold and he has to be macho and set a good example and his sister just died. Then there is me, bulimic, I have guy issues, after getting all a's and b's all my life just received an all c's 2 d's and one a (in pe) on my report card after being socially trashed and rumors about me flying around the school and  I lack real self confidence so i walk around with fake self confidence and so i am called conceited my the 8th grades. I'm in 7th grade by the way... age 13. Do you think I have it off bad or do you think i am just dealing with regular family stuff. Please tell I am dying to know   -- Posted by Anonymous at 5:54 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 how long till i'm numb? is that a good thing? i'll feeling suicidal -- Posted by emmywashere3849 at 5:56 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 you should click the emergy help button. thats what its there for... -- Posted by danielle elizabeth at 5:58 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 numb isnt good and ive been in simlar situations, jsut go with it is there a coouinsler you can tlak to at school. Middle school is hard. Try to deal, it will get better eventually....im sorry you have to go though that. -- Posted by Anonymous at 5:59 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 the counclers at school tell my parents everything whcihc makes it hard. and my bff is really pissed at me and wont talk to bme and we  go to diffrent schools so it will be hard to make up and she is depressed to -- Posted by whips handcuffs at 6:37 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 5:54 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 how long till i'm numb? is that a good thing? i'll feeling suicidal aww i'm sorry :( i've been dealing with the same thing on and off for three years now. pm me if you want to talk -- Posted by whips handcuffs at 6:41 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 uhm. it sucks but my family was pretty bad off too. i don't really see them much now so it doesn't affect me as much. but you need to see a doctor, probably a psychologist and a physician to see how bad off you are with your eating disorder. your mother and sister probably need meds for their illnesses if they've been diagnosed, which they need to see a psychiatrist for.  if your sister physically feels sharp pains, that could be something she needs to see a diagnostician or atleast a physician for.