-- Posted by Ollie92 at 6:11 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 i don't know what it is. I'm a fortunate person. I have a loving family who is finically stable, I have my foot in the door in terms of what i want to do after high school, I'm somewhat pretty, I'm independent and I'm known by majority of my peers and teachers. then it gets to the friends part. and it all falls to shit. Even though i have friends it's like, when i see them happy without me , pictures or their stories a piece of me dies. I feel smothered by my family and isolated by peers. My grade came to a conclusion that I'm a raging lesbian because I'm running an event that is anti-homophobia, and even though there isn't anything wrong w/ being a lesbian i am STRAIGHT , and now I'm invisible. I don't know where to start, how to start ... what to do . It's like there's a void waiting to be filled and until then i can't be happy, i can only fake it.   -- Posted by britfuck at 6:13 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 go you. you're very strong and i appreciate you. -- Posted by k14nk at 6:13 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Find a boyfrann -- Posted by Precia at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 hey, i run my schools gsa and I have been asked so many times if i was gay and you know what i say? "don't worry. I'm only half gay." and I always say it with a smile. -- Posted by Aristocrat at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 I am curious what kind of an event is that if you don't mind? -- Posted by Everlongx at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Really? That's what makes you unhappy? Insecurity? With all the things that could be wrong... insecurity. -- Posted by whips handcuffs at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 so you want your friends' lives to all revolve around you?... i didn't get it. -- Posted by Ollie92 at 6:17 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Quote: from whips handcuffs at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 so you want your friends' lives to all revolve around you?... i didn't get it. No not at all, i just meant that it's hard to see someone you're close to genuinely happy when you know it's the hardest thing to find for yourself. it's so close but so far type cliche -- Posted by whips handcuffs at 6:24 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Quote: from Ollie92 at 6:17 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Quote: from whips handcuffs at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 so you want your friends' lives to all revolve around you?... i didn't get it. No not at all, i just meant that it's hard to see someone you're close to genuinely happy when you know it's the hardest thing to find for yourself. it's so close but so far type cliche if you think you're depressed, see a doctor