-- Posted by Everlongx at 8:06 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 I don't get it. I'm trying to rationalize why i feel like i need to explode. It's like trying to pin down a shadow. All i know is I stand in the doorway waiting for the words to come. They never do. But i just wait there for them. I wait and wait and wait for the words that will never come. It's like... i have my mom's fiery temper and my dad's inability to speak his mind... and they just kind of combine and then explode into a fireball... yo-yoing back and forth between my head and my stomach. All while someone ignores, or doesn't even notice the fact that this is going on. I can't fucking stand it. It feels like an alien trying to burst out of my chest. I don't even know what the fuck this feeling is. I don't care if this doesn't make any sense... because quite frankly that's the response i've come to expect. Probably will be 0 comments on this one. Fine. Ignore. -- Posted by lovelovelove at 8:19 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 I'm kind of like that too, because I get mad a lot but rarely express it, so it just builds up until either something good happens or I fall asleep.. -- Posted by Everlongx at 8:20 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 I don't even know what it is that i'm mad about. -- Posted by lovelovelove at 8:24 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 Jealousy? -- Posted by looloo at 8:26 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 sometimes that happens to me and all i relized i can do is brake something.. i know it sounds weird and stupid but like hit something like a door or something.. it helps.. -- Posted by Everlongx at 8:31 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 Quote: from looloo at 8:26 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 sometimes that happens to me and all i relized i can do is brake something.. i know it sounds weird and stupid but like hit something like a door or something.. it helps.. that's all i feel i can do.