-- Posted by Dfuel08 at 11:42 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 Today i told my mother at the end of your life will you be able to look in the mirror and ask yourself if your happy with who you are! I use to think it was me. That had this fuck up preception of life. Like dyslexia of human personalities and emotion but i realized that my family's the fucked up ones! how can you call yourself a mother when make immature arguement and leave and not come back! how can you call yourself a brother when i say i have to go save some of my youth group kids can i use your girlfriends car and your response is if you go get me a burger! theres a kids shaking on the floor but it's more important that i go get you a burger! you broke my car in the first place! GOD this list could go on forever! I fell crazy like it's my fault or something like i cause this but i know i didn't i've been to apologetic i've tried so hard what could they be mad about! well it doesn't matter anymore cause i'm over it! fuck them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Each day i fell like a piece of me dies. each day i fell like i'm becoming that person again an obedient lie who cuts and does drugs!!!! why is this the life i  live! -- Posted by guitar freak at 11:43 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 Theres no need to use exclimation points so often! -- Posted by andrethebest1 at 11:44 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 i know i can -- Posted by aleiram51 at 11:45 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 oh god.  exclamation point overload. feel better :( -- Posted by heartshapemedium at 11:57 pm on Nov. 29, 2008 Well yea I do too feel like that.. But it is true look at it throught the bright side and u will see it will shine to the right path some day...