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-- Posted by smileyXmichelle at 8:03 pm on Nov. 30, 2008
I have been cutting on and off for aboit 4.5 yrs. I stopped for the longest time. I just recently started again and I can't feel it. I mean, something obviously isn't right with wut I'm goin thru, but why can't I feel it? No matter what I use, how deep...I may feel a slight pinch, otherwise nothing!!! Has anyone else ever felt this? What do I do? That was my way to cope. I dont want to turn to drugs etc...It's scaring me. WHY CANT I FEEL IT?
-- Posted by MischaELLE at 8:04 pm on Nov. 30, 2008
because its obviously not what you need anymore.
-- Posted by addicted to girls at 8:04 pm on Nov. 30, 2008
get help
-- Posted by AliciaVengeance at 8:04 pm on Nov. 30, 2008
Talk to someone you trust.
-- Posted by hersheyparker at 8:05 pm on Nov. 30, 2008
Maybe you have had prior nerve damage?
-- Posted by W o n d e r l a n d at 8:05 pm on Nov. 30, 2008
Find other options
Talk to someone
-- Posted by smileyXmichelle at 8:10 pm on Nov. 30, 2008
To those of you thinking I want attention, news flash!! I came on here as a last resort to find someone who could relate with wut I am going thru. You obviously have nothing better to do on here or in your life for that matter if you are responding to my post and probably just want points..can u say PATHETIC?! To others, thank you for the support. I appreciate it so much. I am seeing aa therapist, on meds, etc. So I am getting help..
-- Posted by looloo at 8:13 pm on Nov. 30, 2008
its because what ever your going threw hurts you way more then any blade could..
-- Posted by Colleen35 at 4:21 pm on Dec. 1, 2008
There are two possibilities for why it's not helping. The first is that you're not in the right mindset for SI right now. I know that for me, sometimes when I try to go back it doesn't help at all, and sometimes when I go back, it's the same as I remember. It really is based on your frame of mind The other is that your brain has shut down the receptors on the chemicals cutting releases, to try to keep you from overdosing. It's the normal addiction curve, with a permanent consequence. Regardless of what it is, you should do your best to try to avoid cutting. You don't need to turn to drugs; they're just as bad, and will end up not working for you after a while as well. Try finding other ways to cope. Everyone is different, so I can't tell you what will work for you, but there's something out there that will help. Bring this up with your therapist, but instead of focusing just on this, try to solve the problems making you want to cut. Removing the source is better than treating the symptoms. Good luck; please try not to hurt yourself, and if you do, be careful.
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