-- Posted by WillCreech at 3:09 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 I can't continue like this any more. I've done everything in my power to make my life better. Nothing works. Nothing will work. -- Posted by SpM at 3:09 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Would you like to talk about it? -- Posted by ImConfusedForSure at 3:10 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Have you tried Buddhism. -- Posted by the real anti christ at 3:10 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 -- Posted by lisababyyy at 3:10 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 thats really serious you need to call some sort of help line, killing yourself is the worst thing -- Posted by ineverycity at 3:10 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Please don't. :( -- Posted by the seer at 3:10 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 don't. changes are sometimes subtle, and can take a long time, just cuz it sux now doesnt mean it will forever. -- Posted by ImConfusedForSure at 3:11 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Lets just talk out your problems. -- Posted by maceyface at 3:12 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 buddy. its almost christmas time. give yourself a break. let yourself start anew in 2009. :) -- Posted by Points at 3:12 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Have you seen someone/spoke to someone? Quote: from maceyface at 3:12 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 buddy. its almost christmas time. give yourself a break. let yourself start anew in 2009. :) A agree also. -- Posted by switchfoott052 at 3:12 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 have you tried depression meds or seeing a counsellor? pm me if you want. i almost killed myself a week ago so i know how it is -- Posted by ImConfusedForSure at 3:13 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Quote: from maceyface at 3:12 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 buddy. its almost christmas time. give yourself a break. let yourself start anew in 2009. :) Let the past be the past, and renew ones self with the future. -- Posted by xxbarbiexx at 3:13 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 killing yourself is really immature you can get over your problems! just talk to someone go online and find help sites trust me. i've been through pretty hard times but suicide is stupid choice! dont -- Posted by starla91 at 3:13 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 uh, suicide isn't a solution. just like black isn't a colour. not existing won't make things better, ti'll just make things not. and if you don't die then your life will take shit to previously unknown levels. I mean, life hurts and sucks, but you have to believe that it'll change. the world is falling to pieces around us and it's up to us to fix things. perspective cures most shit, not that finding perspective is simple in any way, but I don't know, sleep on the suicide, wake up tomorrow and see exactly how you feel. do you really want to leave everyone you know and love behind? or more importantly leave those you know and love you. but yeah, if you want to tlak about it message me:) -- Posted by katherine20 at 3:16 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Take it from someone who wanted to do the same thing as you: It does get better, I swear. I got as close as you, but something stopped me. Think about all your friends. Your parents. That was what stopped me. I couldn't do that to them because it would've killed them. If you want to talk, message me, I'm always there for someone who needs a friend. -- Posted by maceyface at 3:17 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Quote: from the real anti christ at 3:10 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 this made me instantly bulimic -- Posted by Stand Up at 3:18 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Perhaps, just maybe, you need to ask for help and realize that although you are strong for trying to do it all on your own, even the strongest person needs to take a step back, hit the flour a couple of times and become even stronger by asking for help and not letting himself/herself hit the flour again. It seems like you had it rough, but who hasn't? I'm pretty sure most people, lives with a sad story or an eternal struggle. Xmas is hard for some people, but it doesn't need to be. Right now, you seem to be altered and my advice would be to avoid making big decisions or changes, until you can get yourself toguether. I know life at the moment, seems unbearable, but there's always light at the end of the tunnel, you just need to keep walking, even when you don't have the strength to do it. You said nothing works, but perhaps you are not looking at the big picture and are trying to make changes too drastically? Sometimes, change and improvement are matter of little steps, which ultimately lead to a bigger thing.   Life is certainly not a laugh and happiness, but it's not either a hell hold. You just need to find the little things that give meaning to the eternal struggle and strength to keep going. You should talk with someone about this, a friend? counselor, etc. There IS always a way, you just need to keep looking and find it. Good Luck, pm if you need to talk. Don't give up! -- Posted by the real anti christ at 8:26 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Quote: from maceyface at 5:17 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Quote: from the real anti christ at 3:10 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 this made me instantly bulimic Ron Pauls not giving up hes just down for the count. He just needs to hire Obamas team. If Ron Paul isn't going to give up then neither can you! -- Posted by SeekingPurity at 8:30 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Please...please don't. -- Posted by Annaislost at 10:27 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 It may seem like your hopes lost, and nothing will work. Nothing worked for me,either. I wanted to die everyday.. I hated who I was. and what had happened to me every single day. and i did alot of things to try to cope. I did so many things to try to take away the pain, and nothing did. Until I came to God. I'm telling you. He can changeee your life if you let him. It didnt take me a split second to get the healing i needed, so let it tak time. Dont lose hope <3.