-- Posted by belizabeth at 12:21 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Okay right now I'm scared to go to sleep because when I sleep all I can dream about is my ex John and how he haves sex with me with my bf tony watching. It scares me. I don't want to hurt tony but everytime I go to sleep he gets this expression on his face and after me and John has sex he breaks up with me. I've already told him I've had sex before with John but I feel as if I betray him when I sleep and dream of John. I love both John and Tony but for different reasons. I love John because he was my first and I love Tony because he accepts me for me. uggh! Doesn't this sound messed up? -- Posted by Natsy at 12:22 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 it's a DREAM!! as long as you don't tell anyone about it, you're fine! oh, wait... -- Posted by Sins and Demons at 12:22 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Better to do it while in your sleep than in the real world -- Posted by sicosys at 12:22 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 thats fuxxed up... haha i see why its hard to sleep! -- Posted by rachrach at 12:23 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 No. -- Posted by SuperSarah at 12:23 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 just dont say anything about the dream -- Posted by Teenie1 at 12:23 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 no, its very wierd thoough. I still dream of my ex, but not sex dreams. just general stuff. -- Posted by flexidude09 at 12:23 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Its Just A Dream -- Posted by liveone555 at 12:24 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Yes it does...just explain to Tony that he was your first love...you don't love John how you love him though..you know? -- Posted by belizabeth at 12:24 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 I know but I just don't like it. -- Posted by forfallonyy at 12:27 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 its ok its a dream -- Posted by belizabeth at 12:29 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 thanks but it is freakish. -- Posted by boylover101 at 12:32 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 you could either keep it to urself but if it bothers you, you can tell him and see how he reacts but that could lead to some bad things. sorry, im not sure about this one!!! :( -- Posted by belizabeth at 2:04 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 okay and thanks.