-- Posted by Chocolate Thunda at 9:17 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 I am depressed and bi-polar, but those are just self made diseases. I've spent so long wondering, agonizing over what was wrong with me and why. I never felt/feel like I am capable of love or that anyone should love me. I'm an emotional anorexic. I can be as thin as I want but I'll always consider myself fat. I will always try to lose the pounds. I have severe self esteem issues. And for the first time ever I feel like I've told the truth. I trust myself to say that and know for sure it is REAL. Thank you all for your time, support and patience. I'm calling my therapist(s) tomorrow. -- Posted by xxbarbiexx at 9:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 hope you get better! =) -- Posted by studmuffn at 9:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008 I have severe self esteem issues. you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz -- Posted by Tag548 at 9:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 good for you bub -- Posted by greatescape at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from studmuffn at 11:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008  I have severe self esteem issues.     you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz Self esteem?  Yes. Severe?  No. -- Posted by blackbandaid at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from studmuffn at 6:19 pm on Dec. 4, 2008 Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008  I have severe self esteem issues.     you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz Yeah. Not funny OR true. -- Posted by Panic Of The System at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd. -- Posted by Chocolate Thunda at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from studmuffn at 9:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008  I have severe self esteem issues.     you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz Isn't that wonderful though? I'm not a freak, I'm normal like every other girl. But it's not self image that hurts me. I can deal with that. It's more or less love. -- Posted by lys at 9:21 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 I think it's great that you are able to admit your problems to yourself and I hope you are able to rid yourself of them soon. :] -- Posted by blackbandaid at 9:22 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from Panic Of The System at 6:20 pm on Dec. 4, 2008 I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd. Why? It's the internet. -- Posted by LucidAssassin at 9:54 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from Panic Of The System at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd. i actually find it easier