-- Posted by SammieBoo at 9:24 am on Dec. 4, 2008 Grr!!!! im so sick and tired of people pissing me off. i hate everyone and my boyfriend dosent help i mean i love him alot but i feel like he dosent love me And hes the best boyfriend i could ever ask for. my sister has been pissing me off and she lies all the flippan time and i cant take it anymore and school im doing great all A'S BUt the people here are mean  im tired of switching schools. i feel so hopeless. lost all i wanna do is fit in and be myself and actually feel alive and not dead and im tired of worrying about everything. its not fair. i seriously just wanna run away and find a mountian and scream my lungs off in the top of the mountain. eghh!!! Ihavent been on this site in forever. and i miss t alot it really helped so i can vent and get things out. but seriously i have no idea what i should do. my family is seperated im   ina  foster hoe because of the family issues. my real mothers so depressed and shes workking dso hard like 15 hours a day at a stupid pizza shop and than she has a  nother job at a cloths store just to make everything work and to get me back again I dnt know what to do i feel liek all of this is my fault al iw anna do is be with my real family but i hate my stepdad h blames me for everythuing and anything. my grandmas psyco. the family im with now is a wonderul family. but still i do not feel whole and compleate. why why is that? grr. can someone just please tell me  your advice or anyting. -- Posted by wbafan2 at 9:25 am on Dec. 4, 2008 if he dosnt love you then hes not your bf