-- Posted by Anonymous at 3:07 pm on Dec. 4, 2008 I had 3 and a half hours to study before I had to go to class for a quiz today but after I came home from my dining hall I spent two hours on facebook. while I was editing stuff on facebook I was telling myself to study but I didn't move. I had to do homework for this class too. So then, because I'm a genius, I started doing the homework instead of studying for the quiz even though the quiz was worth 8 more points. Well I needed all these points to get an A in the class and now that I've failed the quiz I need almost a perfect score on my final to get an A-. and I need the A if I want to go to medical school but in reality even if I got an A in this class i'm not getting in. I'm going to kill myself. my counselors told me they are worried about me. You know when I leave counseling I start laughing thinking I'm going to kill myself anyway. you know it's kind of sad because I have a little cousin who thinks I'm a role model even though I'm mediocre and stupid. It's a shame. My sister, her friends, my friends, and family will be upset but this is something I have to do. -- Posted by Anonymous at 3:18 pm on Dec. 4, 2008 ok guys I'm too afraid to try to kill myself. don't worry about me. i'll be safe. -- Posted by sunflower915 at 4:52 pm on Dec. 4, 2008 umm im really not sure what to say except hang in there thing will get better if you want to talk you can pm me ill listen at the very least...