-- Posted by Anonymous at 2:11 pm on Dec. 5, 2008 I've been having the most craziest suicidal thoughts lately. It's like, I want to slit my wrist, but I don't want to die... I just want to suffer for a bit, and be put in the hospital. Everyone has been just being so mean, and looking down on me like I'm some kind of digust lately. I'm tired of it, I want them to actually see what they've done. But I want too see, so I only want to be put in the hospital. Am I crazy, or just wanting attention? What is my problem. I'm so tired of life anymore. How do I do it so where I only suffer for a bit, but still survive. -- Posted by sebwillis at 2:12 pm on Dec. 5, 2008 its not worth it, i then end you will feel exactly the same as you do now -- Posted by Wii Tard at 2:12 pm on Dec. 5, 2008 crazy and attention -- Posted by Ad libitum at 2:12 pm on Dec. 5, 2008 PM me, I know exactly how you feel. -- Posted by drifting at 2:14 pm on Dec. 5, 2008 If this gets deleted, feel free to PM me. Anyways, it does kinda sounds like you want attention. Thats not necessarily bad though. Try talking and getting closer to some of your friends. That normally gives me the attention I crave, and helps reduce some of the stress. -- Posted by FfionFAITHLESS at 2:14 pm on Dec. 5, 2008 If you'd have ACTUALLY wanted to, you would have done it already. You're not suicidal. -- Posted by victoria6689 at 2:15 pm on Dec. 5, 2008 you wan attention. i've felt like that too. but it is not worth it. just let it go, and don't waste your time thinking about those that make you feel sad. -- Posted by NativePunk2399 at 2:29 pm on Dec. 5, 2008 Go find someone to spend time with like a boyfriend or girlfriend or something... -- Posted by xXAngelofMusicXx at 2:33 pm on Dec. 5, 2008 I've known how you feel, however with people who look down on you so unfeelingly like that, they don't give you more attention, tehy just think you're stupid for doing that and look down on you even more. Why have you been having these thoughts?