-- Posted by Skyler72 rawrr at 8:22 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 He is my priority. I would do anything for him, die for him, anything... I really would. I love him more than anything. But, I can't do it anymore... he told me he loved me. He knew I loved him. He lied. I am sick of being just another option as his best friend. I am not even considered for his lover. Yet he says he loves me. Fuck... :( I am going to be a loner as of now, because I can't take the pain anymore... he hurts me, but he is all that makes me happy... ugh... :/ Might as well kill myself now. >.> -- Posted by Ska Ninja at 8:23 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 many reasons to live (gives hug) -- Posted by simplyamazing at 8:23 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 no! if you kill yourself youre not gonna see him again ever!... ppl love you! -- Posted by Jokerboy719 at 8:23 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 Thats the problem you would "Die for him" "Change for him" Not worth it. Dying over it's also not worth it. Nobodys worth killing yourself over -- Posted by guitargogo90 at 8:24 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 pain is only temporary. death is FOREVER. i know it hurts but u gotta try and focus on some positives...u can pm me if you want -- Posted by SeekingPurity at 8:25 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 Please, please don't. There are those out there who love you, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. If you need someone to rant to, feel free to send me a PM, but please don't end your life. -- Posted by Written in Love at 8:26 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 Don't kill yourself. He doesn't know what he's missing, I suppose. And if he doesn't? He's not worth it. You're going to make a guy very happy one day. Don't sell yourself short. -- Posted by Yahtzee at 8:26 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 Quote: from guitargogo90 at 8:24 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 pain is only temporary. death is FOREVER. i know it hurts but u gotta try and focus on some positives...u can pm me if you want This is the best answer and also i give you a hug. -- Posted by guitargogo90 at 8:28 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 no its not the best answer. it may seem like it, but it NEVER is...really honestly u should message me because i've BEEN there and i know exactly how you're feeling -- Posted by guitargogo90 at 8:30 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 opps ig nore my response i read what u said wrong... -- Posted by LucidAssassin at 8:33 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 Quote: from guitargogo90 at 8:30 pm on Dec. 6, 2008 opps ig nore my response i read what u said wrong... it still seems pretty valid... -- Posted by Tinabelle at 2:25 pm on Dec. 7, 2008 You need to seek suicide support immediately.