-- Posted by Anonymous at 9:21 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 I really hate who I am sometimes. There are so many things that I want to do but I'm afraid to do them because my family wouldn't approve. I mean I'm almost 20 so it shouldn't really matter that much. There are so many thing about me that I want to change and I don't know how. I also have social anxiety which holds me back a lot and I don't want it to. I sometimes just want to die and start over. -- Posted by MR UNKNOWN at 9:21 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 like what? -- Posted by cherryD at 9:22 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 Dying won't let you start over. You just kind of hang in midair with nowhere to go.  To the heck care with your family. -- Posted by rendiggity at 9:22 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 what stuff do u wanna do that u dont think ur parents will approve? -- Posted by gief at 9:24 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 yeah, im a pice of crap too. my mom even said so last night. "you two are pieces of shit"-my mother in refrence to my brother and i -- Posted by mOaTiLliAta at 9:25 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 break away. you will always be mediocre at best if you still rely on your family's approval most of the time. -- Posted by snowcone200 at 9:25 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 I feel you on the die and start over. -- Posted by tell me again at 9:29 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 Work on one little thing at a time, and don't be hard on yourself or get distracted with putting yourself down about everything that you want to change. Just pinpoint one thing, break it into little steps, and do it over a period of time. -- Posted by Anonymous at 9:33 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 Quote: from tell me again at 12:29 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Work on one little thing at a time, and don't be hard on yourself or get distracted with putting yourself down about everything that you want to change. Just pinpoint one thing, break it into little steps, and do it over a period of time. I don't even know where to start because I can't pinpoint anything. Its the whole thing.