-- Posted by Distortion at 5:25 am on Dec. 18, 2008 i do not understand life. why are we here? what is the point? why is it more difficult for some than others? why does life vary so much for everyone? i am so close to giving up. everything is messed up/getting messed up for me. im constantly ill and the doctors wont do anything. i have put on weight. i hate myself. i lost my sister. i have a family that i believe hate me; except my mum, but i seem to be depressing her with all my problems. i have a compulsive eating disorder. i cant seem to do anything right. &i am messing up my relationship with my boyfriend. :( i am such a failure. -- Posted by amilyxxx at 5:26 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Your Not HappyThats Obvious.. But If U Want Ill leave my email on your witebord..write to me...x -- Posted by gnr90 at 5:27 am on Dec. 18, 2008 It is because God as a twisted sense of humor...that or he just doesn't care... -- Posted by save the world at 5:30 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Excluding extreme exceptions, life is what you make it. -- Posted by MystiqueBeauty16 at 5:30 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Quote: from gnr90 at 8:27 am on Dec. 18, 2008 It is because God as a twisted sense of humor...that or he just doesn't care... Or maybe he's not real to begin with? This has nothing to do with God. This is life. I'm sorry about your sister, but you really sound clinically depressed. Maybe you need to go on medicine or something. -- Posted by blufindr at 5:30 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Quote: from gnr90 at 12:27 am on Dec. 19, 2008 It is because God as a twisted sense of humor...that or he just doesn't care... Yeah. Though if you really want to make it better, you'll find a way to make it better yourself. -- Posted by Distortion at 5:31 am on Dec. 18, 2008 i do not believe in god. -- Posted by VonGuy1 at 5:31 am on Dec. 18, 2008 lifes is meant to be different for everyone else we're not meant to have a guide to living the perfect life we all have different struggles because we all have different strengths, and its the only way God knows how to make us stronger by giving us struggles in our weeker areas of life i'm sorry about your sister i hope you don't give up on yourself i've been told that i only have six months to live and i'm still able to laugh and smile don't think so much about the bad things and you'll start to see the good -- Posted by santana 08 at 5:31 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Quote: from MystiqueBeauty16 at 5:30 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Quote: from gnr90 at 8:27 am on Dec. 18, 2008 It is because God as a twisted sense of humor...that or he just doesn't care...   Or maybe he's not real to begin with? This has nothing to do with God. This is life. I'm sorry about your sister, but you really sound clinically depressed. Maybe you need to go on medicine or something. Nope. This is God. God just gave us free will. So like another poster said...Life is what we make of it. -- Posted by amilyxxx at 5:32 am on Dec. 18, 2008 You Dont Have To Belive In God To Have a good life.. ive never felt fuurther away from god as ive had tragic things happen, but you have to live your life for you not for 'god' -- Posted by Distortion at 5:35 am on Dec. 18, 2008 its just like i cant make my life what i want it to be like because of me constantly being ill and to the point i find it so difficult to get up and out of bed everyday. i just dont know -- Posted by aliens at 5:48 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Well the reality is that life is shit. But at the moment it sounds like you may be depressed i'd advize you to go see your doctor...