-- Posted by Anonymous at 12:14 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 No, I never actually would do it. But a lot of the time I just fantasize about how people would react, or how people would squeeze my hand as I lay on my death bed and apologized through my tears in critical condition. I cannot believe that I am actually telling this to someone, that I do this. But does anyone else think about it, as well? -- Posted by Light Assassin at 12:15 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 sure -- Posted by Catacomb at 12:15 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 i cant believe your so normal -- Posted by Anonymous at 12:15 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 ya i do too -- Posted by Live Just To Die at 12:15 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I've wondered but I don't fantasize about it. It makes me depressed. -- Posted by Stellar at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 No, it's normal to think about what you would leave behind. I'm sure most people have at some point. -- Posted by major at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 you just want people to pay attention and realize what they've missed out on aka the wonderfulness of you -- Posted by pindalay at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I always wonder how people would feel or what they'd do if I died. Not always if I committed suicide, but sometimes... -- Posted by The Last Magister at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I fantasize about it all the time. Everytime no one really cares. -- Posted by Anonymous at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 Quote: from Live Just To Die at 12:15 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I've wondered but I don't fantasize about it. It makes me depressed. I find such a deep satisfaction in it... it calms me down. -- Posted by porcelain cinderella at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I've thought about that, more often than I'd like to admit actually. -- Posted by verl mcverl at 12:17 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 i've wondered once or twice... then I snap out of it... -- Posted by Anonymous at 12:17 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 Quote: from Major at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 you just want people to pay attention and realize what they've missed out on aka the wonderfulness of you Oh God, I think I'm a piece of shit. But you're right with part of that; I want certain things to become realized, like relationships that I was too afraid to hold on to etc. -- Posted by Googoie at 12:17 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I've done it before. -- Posted by Dev95 at 12:28 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 i always wonder what would happen if i died -- Posted by Colleen35 at 3:25 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I wouldn't use the word fantasize, but imagining it seems fairly normal...I've done similar things.  I wouldn't dwell on it too long, because it's probably not all that good for your peace of mind. -- Posted by Raging Inferno at 3:59 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I actually do it a lot. -- Posted by googlefish at 2:06 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 i do all the time, kinda like it. but would never. -- Posted by theyareAs at 2:23 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 I think that every person wonders how their death would affect their loved ones, me included -- Posted by RAGEMAN at 2:44 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 I used to, but it's a frivolous thought and hurts any peace you are feeling. It's "normal" though to have done it before. It isn't healthy or productive to your mental well-being to do it. -- Posted by PewPew at 3:14 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 I've done it before. -- Posted by KKKay at 6:04 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 I do all the time.