-- Posted by nicolekisses at 7:13 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 Hi my name is nicole. I wrote this poem earlier today just letting it all out and now I need an opinion on what I should do to get help. IT used to be a habbit of mine and now I'm not sure what to do. Truthly I can see myself doing this agian, evrything in the poem came straight from my heart. I dont care what you post really I just need domeone to talk to So heres my poem                            blood leaks ruby red                     It drips down my arm and falls apon my bed       It hurts so bad, but feels so good, it creates an erie but cool mood        It takes away the pain before, but leaves me crying on the floor                I crave it like a drug,But what I realy need is a hug        To take away evrything, lift me of my burden and to give me wings                But I have tried, all they do is feed me lies                        I would rather cut and DIE -- Posted by Lihiro at 7:14 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 Hi there, nice to meet you. Your poem sucks as a poem. But as an expressive art it could be considered worthy to many emotional kids internationally. -- Posted by jennamae1988 at 7:14 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 Keep on writing poems.  It will help get your emotions out in a healthy manner instead of cutting. -- Posted by carracer at 7:14 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 I would tell someone and if it really is an uncontrollable urge, get a psychologist. -- Posted by Xgrifgrif94X at 7:14 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 Thats good -- Posted by nicolekisses at 7:15 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 Thanks ( nicole giggles a little and her mood is lightnd) -- Posted by beautifoul at 7:15 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 you should add this to the end of your poem 'and eat pie' -- Posted by surfrgrl at 7:16 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 ehmagod. that was amazing. -- Posted by SkAnDyBaR at 7:16 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 Cool it's Cool. -- Posted by plumc0la at 7:16 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 I understand. I'm a former cutter. Just pull through and don't let it get you again. I did it once in 8th grade, and then relapsed earlier this year. I quit now, but not a day goes by when I don't want to do it. Even on good days. It's unexplainable, but true. Just pull through and don't let yourself get sucked into it again. -- Posted by W o n d e r l a n d at 7:16 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 Welcome to LW -- Posted by chaosdisown at 7:16 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 it came straight from your heart? do you know what a heart is missy? -- Posted by gnr90 at 7:17 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 This isn't a bad start to writing. And writing is definitely better than cutting. If you find this as a good way to let your feelings out, feel free to continue. Anything that you can do to keep you from hurting your self is a really good thing. I'm willing to listen if you want, you can PM me. -- Posted by In Our Eyes at 7:17 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 It seems more prose than poem, and it's halfway decent x-D -- Posted by VonGuy1 at 7:17 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 hi, i'm von i hope you don't do that again, cut yourself if you want to talk you can message me anytime by the way, you're a good writer -- Posted by nicolekisses at 7:23 pm on Dec. 26, 2008 Thank you for takeing your time to read and comment... I'lll be sure to email some of you guy's...really and truely THANK YOU!!!