-- Posted by bathroomdisaster at 7:54 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 why should i have to feel like the outcast everwhere? what should i be the one who doesn't fit in? why should i be the one who sits at home every weekend wishing someone would invite me to go somewhere or do something? why should i watch time pass me as i sit there helpless, not experiencing my youth but instead watching others experience it while i sit alone? why do i have to sit in depression while i see others around being happy and loving life? why can't i be that? i should be able to fix all of this.. but i cant find out how. my mind is really fucked up and its hard to control. i am way way too shy and i am extremely fucking akward around people because i think i am ugly and therefore they do too i cant see past this shit, its all there is my life is garbage right now i need to stop writing shit while high -- Posted by Miss Vanity at 7:55 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 You're high? Rad. -- Posted by Littlestoxie at 7:57 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 well...weed does get people depressed. -- Posted by AprilAnn at 7:57 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 i actually feel the same exact way. -- Posted by bathroomdisaster at 7:58 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 you guys arent replying to me, but to my screen name, its like im not even here