-- Posted by x53s10 at 10:37 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 like ill listen to depressing songs just to make me feel differnt. it doesnt make me feel despressed jsut in a differnt mood. i also used to think of things upsetting to make me cry because i thought it felt good and made me feel better afterwards. i sometimes also browse topics in this forum only just to read them. what reasons are there for doing this? im not depressed -- Posted by atomictastic at 10:37 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 I enjoy being sad. -- Posted by MystiqueBeauty16 at 10:38 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 Maybe you're sadistic? I don't know. -- Posted by blacklist at 10:38 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 because your emo. -- Posted by agerask at 10:39 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 that's a really good question.  have you ever been emotionally abused, or physically abused? that may be a factor. -- Posted by ineedhelp101 at 10:40 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 Quote: from MystiqueBeauty16 at 10:38 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 Maybe you're sadistic? I don't know. LOL -- Posted by blufindr at 10:41 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 Quote: from MystiqueBeauty16 at 5:38 pm on Dec. 29, 2008 Maybe you're sadistic? I don't know. Masochistic* -- Posted by MystiqueBeauty16 at 10:42 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 Mai bad -- Posted by gola15 at 10:44 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 maybe you like pity -- Posted by LoveKay at 10:46 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 I've gone through something similar when I first hit my teenage years. I did the same things like listen to depressing music and think of upsetting things. I loved morbid things. But, it was more of a state of mind for me at that time, and I grew out of it as I learned to be happy. I was sad and depressed for so long it felt natural for me. Maybe you're in a similar position. Have you felt depressed in the past? Perhaps you "prefer" feeling sad? Whatever it is, I don't doubt that you will grow out of it. -- Posted by x53s10 at 11:09 pm on Dec. 28, 2008 I've gone through something similar when I first hit my teenage years. I did the same things like listen to depressing music and think of upsetting things. I loved morbid things. But, it was more of a state of mind for me at that time, and I grew out of it as I learned to be happy. I was sad and depressed for so long it felt natural for me. Maybe you're in a similar position. Have you felt depressed in the past? Perhaps you "prefer" feeling sad? Whatever it is, I don't doubt that you will grow out of it. thats exactly it. and it happened like a year ago but i was posting it now too see what it was. im over it completely now. -- Posted by SadnessNTurmoil at 2:16 am on Dec. 29, 2008 Same here somehow feeling good seems like its not real like...i mean its nice being happy...but being miserable is off the hook ^.^ besides when im in a low mood I find randy shit funny..