-- Posted by loverdear at 8:40 pm on Jan. 4, 2009 I have a serious problem with paranoia. I have some issues with my head that make me afraid and paranoid about everything. I've been dating my boyfriend for two years and I absolutely know I've never cheated on him. In the beginning of our relationship some guy on my bus took out his dick and tried to get me to touch it but I remember pulling my hand away. Now I'm starting to rethink that day in my head...what if I didnt pull my hand away...what if I touched it. It was so long ago that its fuzzy so I dont remember the details but I know I did not touch it. But because I have these paranoia issues I'm now not confident that I pulled my hand away. Now because I feel odd my boyfriend thinks I'm not sure that I havent cheated on him and I dont know how to deal with this. This paranoid feeling is going to hurt my relationship and I dont know what to do. I dont want to feel like I've cheated on my boyfriend when I know I havent. -- Posted by Neodymie at 8:53 pm on Jan. 4, 2009 Well if you didn't you didn't. Don't second guess yourself on stuff like that. -- Posted by kwaifeh at 3:45 pm on Jan. 5, 2009 try to let it go. maybe your boyfriend isnt trusting you enough? i think you dont feel trusted enough by him and so you are unable to relax about this. tell him you need his trust and care, and if hes sensitive enough hell understand you i think. -- Posted by live it up at 6:08 pm on Jan. 6, 2009 xanax..... being paranoid sucks...