-- Posted by Anonymous at 1:13 am on Jan. 5, 2009 ok well see my mom and her boyfriend is fighting he is talking out on HIS kids and me well i just want to kill him and he is a dick always to my mom like she was sick and he was about to hit her he seen that day I'm not taking shit when it comes to my mom i told him dude if it wasn't for mom you would be dead...ok now my dad i cannot talk to him i text him but takes days to text back and I'm like dad whats up and he is like i would text you earlier but you know how Peggy aka cunt bitch person that takes fun from everything only loves her son and grandson i don't know why in the fuck that there are together i mean he does nothing they fight she says she is going too leave and never does i kinda in a way runaway but I'm happy that i did.....now my ex i text her asking if we can talk i was using moms cell cuz mine is shut of and she said hi how is this and said kirk and never said anything back I'm like the only guy that will ever treat her good all other guys want in her pants and i don't not till marriage so i was like yeah abandon me like all my closet friends have so i guess that she did....my fiancee she is my life she is helping e thought this i thought of killing myself 2 time i told myself to never think that way I'm weak minded now i cant help it....my life I'm not happy i talk to her and she slows time I'm happy I'm scared that she will leave me i asked if she will promise not to ever leave me and said no i will never leave you I'm a mess I'm crying I'm hurt beond hurt my closet friends are gone i i don't know what to do I'm in a bad spot i want to just fucking killabitch thank you I'm sorry I'm not that good at gramer and punctuation