-- Posted by murphy mcbagel at 9:10 pm on Jan. 5, 2009 im feelin down and need someone to relate to. well for me it was riding my bike down a hill and purposely crashing so i could feel some endorphins. yeah. how about you guys? -- Posted by TBMP at 9:10 pm on Jan. 5, 2009 uh, attempted suicide...? -- Posted by bstodge at 9:11 pm on Jan. 5, 2009 staples. in my hand. looooooong ago. -- Posted by murphy mcbagel at 9:11 pm on Jan. 5, 2009 yeah that is depressing. -- Posted by lalacakes at 9:13 pm on Jan. 5, 2009 endorphins=what are those? -- Posted by HuffleHaire at 9:15 pm on Jan. 5, 2009 Cut a star into my hand. It was pretty. -- Posted by murphy mcbagel at 9:19 pm on Jan. 5, 2009 endorphins are the little things in your head that make you happy when you kiss a girl and you like it. -- Posted by johnroberts at 5:39 am on Jan. 6, 2009 Watched 'Meet the spartans'.. -- Posted by i love foamy at 7:00 am on Jan. 6, 2009 Cut myself? Attempted suicide. -- Posted by silverbullets at 4:18 pm on Jan. 6, 2009 cut my arm real deep, then put super-glue in it and stitched it up with a needle and thread myself. sat by myself outside in shorts, sandals, and a t-shirt in the dead of winter for 3 hrs straight. attempt suicide would be another aside from the fact that it wasnt crazy. -- Posted by starla91 at 4:36 pm on Jan. 6, 2009 the thing that made me most upset was either when I attempted suicide or ran away from home for a few hours. or maybe when I'd play "how long can I hold my breath" in the bathtube or with a plastic bag. well to be fair, with the bag it wasn't really "holding my breath" lol -- Posted by Explosion990 at 8:46 pm on Jan. 6, 2009 Geeze, I have no idea how you guys can cut yourself like that :( Like.. what do you expect to get out of it? In fact, why do you guys have to try and harm yourselves at all?? I've just never understood  the point of it.. -- Posted by murphy mcbagel at 9:43 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 well, to be honest, im usually feeling numb, or mentally fogged and have to wake myself up. only a handfull of times was a i wanting to actually deface my body.