-- Posted by Let It Snow at 9:33 pm on Jan. 6, 2009 I'm tired of this place, this fucking town, even this state. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired of having no one to talk to. Going through each day without saying more than like 10 words; and the fact no one notices. I'm tired of my best friend blowing me off for her boyfriend. The fact we don't go to the same school now makes it even worse. Also, I'm tired of have no friends here. I get lonely. I'm really fucking tired of people talking about me behind my back. Especially, when I've done nothing to deserve it. Making up stuff about me and spreading it, isn't going to make it true. I'm tired of the guys here. I'm sick of them trying to use me. I have yet to find a guy that actually cares about me. I'm tired of trying.. It's useless. I don't want to try to fit in anymore, it's not going to happen. Trying to do better in school is useless too, I can never succeed. I'm tired of my mom still using drugs, because obviously they mean more to her than me and my sister. If one of her random drug tests come up positive, we're shipped off. I'm tired of my dad being a douche. Thank you oh so much for all the Christmas and birthday presents you didn't bother to get us. And thanks for not even bothering to call. Finally, I'm tired of having no one around to care about me. The only person that does, is my brother. And I never get to see him... /rant. -- Posted by AcidSilence at 9:45 pm on Jan. 6, 2009 I'm sorry. ]: Just remember to stay strong for your siblings, and most of all for yourself. Everything happens for a reason, and even though sometimes we never find out what that reason was, it helped us in the long run. Seeing all this will make you wiser. Some of us have seen things others don't even think exists. And this is preparing us to be better and stronger individuals in the future. -- Posted by Uhhello at 4:13 pm on Jan. 7, 2009 Stop depending on other people and start depending on yourself...These people treat you like crap and its about time you made THEM do the work. And if they don't? Oh well. Fuck everyone else, do good in your studies good a good job then you can turn around and laugh at them...because YOU succeeded on your own.