-- Posted by Mad2daX at 10:19 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Things are kind of rough for me right now. Ive been fighting in the War in Iraq since March 08 and my wife makes it so much harder for me. I lied to her when we first met. I lied to her about girls I dated because they were all white trash, and shes a smart christian type of woman. I have had two different woman try to push there children off as mine when I know I never slept with them. I tried to keep it from her and when she finally found out she drilled me and drilled me over it. With me being in Iraq I didnt want the drama so I just said I didnt know. Now I tell her they are not my kids because its the truth. She says im a liar and she continues to drill me. I know im being honest to her about it and theres nothing more I can say. When she gets in these moods she says very hurtful things like, I hate you, I wish I didnt love you, Im done, I want a divorce, I could do so much better than you, your just a white trash con, I could have a Lawyer in 30 secs." I know shes just upset but shes been saying this same shit since March 08 but shes still with me and only gets this way when she thinks about my past. I see it as the past is the past and we are the present and future. She wont drop it and I dont know if I should just let her go and stop fighting for her love or if I should just end it all starting with my life. Iraq is hard enough without the pain of what she says. But no matter what I feel Im still gonna be wrong. If I tell her what she says hurts me she says I did it to myself. What do I do. I love her. I miss her. But im in a damn war that everyday someone is dead. I love her so so so much but I dont think its worth the heartache but then I think it is. Someone think of something quick. I know lying wasent the right way to go but keeping my head clear here was what I needed and now I cant even sleep or focus on my mission. Someone please help me. -- Posted by biSEXual at 10:22 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Message me. -- Posted by meow666 at 10:27 am on Jan. 8, 2009 your wife really sounds like an arsehole man, no offence... she can't offer you any support while you're our fighting, and only has bad things to say about you... next time she asks for a divorce, tell her she can fucking have one...