-- Posted by anc8469 at 3:10 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 I was told that I have an eating disorder, and I really do want to get better, because I hate putting my family threw all this, but its just to hard. The main thing that stays my mind is my weight and I know that's not healthy,  but I still don't agree with the fact that I have anorexia. It was just a diet until it became an obsession. Now I can't shake that obsession. Today was a pretty hard day, I feel like I binged when really I hardly ate a thing, maybe 600 calories today. I feel like a total pig at the moment. Yea so today has been pretty hard. -- Posted by runthespread at 3:12 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 Well good luck, seek counseling if you need it. Obsession is a disorder. -- Posted by feels good at 3:13 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 just eat and dont think bout it... -- Posted by The Last Magister at 3:13 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 Why? It's just food, it's just a body. In the end it's all pointless anyways. Drop your eating disorder, if you find someone who cares about you, really cares, they won't want you to have an eating disorder. You are being selfish. -- Posted by kiss me xo miss me at 3:13 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 who was the person that informed you of your eating disorder? -- Posted by Complex Kid at 3:13 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 It might not be a full blown eating disorder yet, but its clearly not getting any better. Maybe you should talk to someone before it gets worse. -- Posted by anc8469 at 3:14 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 Quote: from kiss me xo miss me at 5:13 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 who was the person that informed you of your eating disorder? My therapist and psychiatrist. -- Posted by Shibs at 3:15 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 Quote: from Complex Kid at 3:13 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 It might not be a full blown eating disorder yet, but its clearly not getting any better. Maybe you should talk to someone before it gets worse. This. -- Posted by WindChill at 3:16 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 You need to accept that u have a problem and do the best u can to overcome it. Nobody said it was gonna be easy becuz it's not. All u can do is give it ur best shot and remember that u have ppl in ur life who love u and want u to be ok. -- Posted by naturechild at 3:21 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 600 calories is alot. i usually only take 300. maybe 250. -- Posted by Magnifique at 3:23 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 Quote: from naturechild at 6:21 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 600 calories is alot. i usually only take 300. maybe 250. 600 calories is NOT a lot in one day. -- Posted by vllybllstar at 3:24 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 anorexic, thats bad. trust me oyu dont want to suffer from that. I'VE been there, gone through it, i almost died becuse if it, forget about your weight and try as much as oyu can to not think about it.   -- Posted by anc8469 at 3:28 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 Quote: from naturechild at 5:21 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 600 calories is alot. i usually only take 300. maybe 250. Thanks -- Posted by vllybllstar at 3:50 pm on Jan. 8, 2009 good luck.