-- Posted by Anonymous at 2:11 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 Because its not even my fault. I've probably never had a relationship before because I'm too afraid to show my feelings to a guy. At the end of the last school year, I took a chance, and told this guy that I liked him. I mean, my friend kind of hinted at it first, then  I told him. But either way he knew. I was so sure that he had feelings for me. Maybe he was just being nice, but I remember one time he was talking to one of his best friends. I saw them walking down the hall, and I was on the other end, and I SWEAR ON MY LIFE, he said something like "There she is" and smiled. Yeah, I'm just justifying it to myself. But anyways, I texted him and told him that I was sorry if that was going to make things awkward, and how I didn't know my friend has suggested it, and that I just wanted to clear anything up. And I asked him "WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ALL THIS?" He never responded back. I actually approached him a time or two in school, but I got nervous, and just said I'd talk to him later. So our conversation dropped off a little in school. Point being, no matter how many excuses I make for him, and blame it on myself, he had plenty of time to admit his feelings, or say something other than "Okay.." He just didn't like me enough, I guess. That's the cold hard truth. Yet, I keep thinking about it. I need to stop. Because if he had wanted to pursue it, he would have. He had my number. -- Posted by DrowningAtSea at 2:12 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 are you still in love tonight? -- Posted by Fortis Obscurum at 2:12 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 It's just a boy.  Get over it. -- Posted by Joke at 2:12 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 it sucks to be in that kind of situation, really, really, bad. -- Posted by Anonymous at 2:12 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 Quote: from Fortis Obscurum at 2:12 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 It's just a boy.  Get over it. I just said I was getting over it. It was just a rant. -- Posted by feelinGroovy at 2:12 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 yeah seriously, dont pursue this. Let it die fast.