-- Posted by merryberrycherry at 4:57 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 It has got to the point in my life where everyone is "recovering" and I know eating disorders are bad, I know my eating disorder is bad-but I will choose to go into recovery in my own time, and now I'm just looking for that someone to come along who is feeling exactly the same as me-until then I have to watch everyone go through trauma about their eating disorder, in my view -yeah I have bad days where I hate the way I live and just want to die-but I also get days where I think "I'm glad I'm not eating today, it's going to make me a stronger and determined person" and I'm just fed up with everyone's thoughts on it being totally bad. Well what I just said made no sense to majority of you, but if you are sat there, reading this and understanding what I am getting at..PLEASE PM me :) -- Posted by HowAboutsNo at 5:00 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 The main problem with not eating is your body will turn to eating your muscles once all the fat is gone. you will get weak too. when i started feeling weak that was when i tried to resume eatin.g and starting eating again is ALOT harder than you think. -- Posted by puppie11 at 5:08 pm on Jan. 11, 2009 when i didnt eat i got very weak, my legs shook, and got horrible headaches. also barely any food could fill me up in seconds