-- Posted by Anonymous at 2:02 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 Without ever having a boyfriend/holding hands/kissing, etc. I am 100% positive this will happen. To make a long story short, no one wants to date me, because I am not what the people at my school are looking for. I would say I'm pretty decent looking, but most people at my school are into the blonde look. And I am not a blonde. I am not fake enough, but I'm not "deep" enough  to be an ideal girlfriend. My friend has had six boyfriends since we began highschool, but she goes out of town a lot for sports, so she has only had long distance relationships. But I do get jealous. I want to know what it's like, dammit! But I've come to the realization that it will never happen until I graduate. Maybe it will happen after I graduate, but that sucks. Because that's the great thing about having relationships in highschool. You figure out what works and what doesn't, and then you go on to have successful, long term relationships in real life. You might even get married. But I won't know anything about that. This makes me sad a lot, but there isn't anything I can do about it. I'm kind of like the girl people  want to date, but she isn't what the imagined themselves dating, so they just go on. That happened to me a while ago, with this guy who I swear liked me. But he too didn't like me enough to step outside of our schools' beliefs. This is jsut sad. (deep in the sense of the kids who fancy themselves "rebels" and won't even throw you a passing glance if you don't wear six inch black boots with chains.) -- Posted by Sour at 2:05 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 I didnt have my first kiss till i was 17. and it was a crappy experience. Wait for the right  guy. I like being a virgin at different things :) -- Posted by MXfreak at 2:05 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 i has my first kiss when i was 6 =] -- Posted by Music2Live at 2:06 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 I seriously know how you feel. I'm thinking the same thing might happen to me. But hey, don't give up hope. Things have a way of happening when you leatst expect them. Good luck to us!   -- Posted by 2kewl4u2know at 2:06 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 My friend didn't get any of that either until her freshman year of college.  So, don't worry, your time will come. -- Posted by Anonymous at 2:06 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 Quote: from Sour at 2:05 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 I didnt have my first kiss till i was 17. and it was a crappy experience. Wait for the right  guy. I like being a virgin at different things :) At this point, I don't want the right guy. I want a guy. I am already 17, and as I said, about to graduate highschool. My friends make fun of me enough as it is, and I can't even relate to half the stuff they say because "its a boyfriend thing". I just want to know what its like. I do not want to go into college never having held a guy's hand before. I want to date around. I don't want to be 24, and FINALLY get a long term boyfriend. I want to know what it's like to be young, and have the option to date around and learn. -- Posted by pistolxgirl at 2:09 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 do you go to private school or something? -- Posted by Anonymous at 2:11 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 Quote: from pistolxgirl at 2:09 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 do you go to private school or something? Yeah, sort of. -- Posted by The Last Magister at 2:17 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 Are you quiet? I know a girl who sounds just like you and a few guys tried to talk to her and she just blocked them out. -- Posted by Anonymous at 2:19 pm on Jan. 14, 2009 I'm much the same, nobody seems to like me like that in school. I think I'd be most likely to meet someone outside of school, its easier then because you dont have to care what everyone at school thinks. Alot of guys are embarassed at being knocked back and their school mates making fun of them so they only ask a girl out if they are positive she will say yes, but I hide my feelings well. Anyway, try and meet people outside of school, maybe that will help? ...but your time will come. Since I came on livewire I have seen loads of posts like this.. its more common than you think.