-- Posted by iconoclast at 11:36 pm on July 4, 2009 i compare my current boring life of sitting at home to the extreme wild intense life i should have and id totally go out and do all that stuff if i had someone to do it with, but alas nobody seems to really get anything i talk about so usually i ignore it but once in awhile i kind of remember it all and it fucking sucks -- Posted by fukinstevo at 11:37 pm on July 4, 2009 lets go party and do lotsa coke it will be crazy man -- Posted by Aria of Silence at 11:37 pm on July 4, 2009 I'm terribly sorry. =\ -- Posted by Joep0113 at 11:37 pm on July 4, 2009 Perhaps its cause you live in that shithole Jersey. I get what you talk about. *Edit: And i know exactly what you're talking about, im the same. -- Posted by DaisyMontana at 11:37 pm on July 4, 2009 Extreme wild intense life is not good for youself. You might die because of it. -- Posted by ifyoulikepinacoladas at 11:38 pm on July 4, 2009 hang out with me.. we'll go parasailing or something. Maybe hunt for wild squirrels. It'll be the ultimate adventure, promise. -- Posted by iconoclast at 11:38 pm on July 4, 2009 Quote: from Joep0113 at 2:37 am on July 5, 2009 Perhaps its cause you live in that shithole Jersey. I get what you talk about. yeah jersey sucks, but it doesnt seem like people are much fundamentally different elsewhere i still get the same dumb blank stares when i try to talk about shit -- Posted by 0h h3ll n0 at 11:40 pm on July 4, 2009 I unfortunately get what you're saying. It's shitty. :| -- Posted by iconoclast at 11:41 pm on July 4, 2009 id totally do all this stuff myself but im too empty -- Posted by Joep0113 at 11:48 pm on July 4, 2009 Quote: from iconoclast at 1:38 am on July 5, 2009 Quote: from Joep0113 at 2:37 am on July 5, 2009 Perhaps its cause you live in that shithole Jersey. I get what you talk about. yeah jersey sucks, but it doesnt seem like people are much fundamentally different elsewhere i still get the same dumb blank stares when i try to talk about shit If you'd stop deleting my posts for that blasphemous declaration of spam then i'd invite you to my little hellhole of a town that actually has a few learned individuals like ourselves. -- Posted by iconoclast at 11:48 pm on July 4, 2009 lol man, but its not about book knowledge or whatever. not at all -- Posted by Joep0113 at 11:52 pm on July 4, 2009 Well i didn't mean sit around and talk about that, i meant go out and do whatever random, irresponsible, dumb fun things we can do in this town. While still doing it in the company of people who understand more complex stuff. Just 2 days ago we bought a cheepy $15 Microwave and loaded it with fireworks....the end was deliciously explosive. So is that what you mean? Just hangin out with friends basically? -- Posted by iconoclast at 11:56 pm on July 4, 2009 no, not at all well yeah but that alone is totally useless if this emptiness remains -- Posted by 0h h3ll n0 at 12:04 am on July 5, 2009 I believe you're talking about mental illness. -- Posted by iconoclast at 12:26 am on July 5, 2009 i dont have a mental illness buddy, i just have the human condition -- Posted by 0h h3ll n0 at 12:41 am on July 5, 2009 oh hey i have that condition too but emptiness + sat at home sounds like depression..just saying -- Posted by iconoclast at 12:43 am on July 5, 2009 im not depressed, i got over that a long time ago im too confident to be depressed im just empty -- Posted by 0h h3ll n0 at 12:58 am on July 5, 2009 ah okay. i used to have that feeling a lot. not so much anymore. only when i start thinking about stuff. -- Posted by Poker Shark at 2:00 am on July 5, 2009 I know what you mean =[ No one wants to do anything really crazy. -- Posted by heidie at 2:41 am on July 5, 2009 Pretty sure I feel the same, especially when people I'm kind of friends with talk about their amazing weekends. -- Posted by iconoclast at 9:15 am on July 5, 2009 its not about that -- Posted by Vicodin at 8:28 pm on July 5, 2009 i wanna run off to paris just to find some books -- Posted by iconoclast at 9:05 pm on July 5, 2009 lol youre the man -- Posted by Acustico23 at 7:47 pm on July 6, 2009 I think I understand what your talking about, and its not about going to more parties. You feel empty, like I have my whole life. You have a longing for something more, your tired of routine. For me, I've been consumed with alternatives of what I can do to get out of here. I want to be a street performer and travel around, live in another country, work on a fucking commune. Anything that isn't this same old bullshit. -- Posted by iconoclast at 7:58 pm on July 6, 2009 ive felt like this my whole fucking life. even outside the routine its still stupid if its pretty empty because the general world is full of pricks -- Posted by tell me again at 5:19 pm on July 8, 2009 maybe it's not everyone else, maybe it's you seriously -- Posted by iconoclast at 5:51 pm on July 8, 2009 no its definitely everyone else cause i was one of them before