-- Posted by Anonymous at 9:22 pm on July 9, 2009 Everythings just getting shittier and shittier. I dont feel like life's worth it anymore. I'm fucking bawling my eyes out right now and all i fucking want is a hug. A single fucking hug. my body is numb and my face is drenched. I haven't cried this hard in fucking years. All the motherfucking voices are just screaming at me right now to end it all. I wrote 3 pages in my book to deal with everything but nothings working anymore. none of my music that cheered me up, none of the people that made me smile, its all gone now. i feel like such a fucking bitch right now. boys aren't supposed to cry this much but im completely out of breath and exhausted from tears. -- Posted by deuces13 at 9:23 pm on July 9, 2009 *hugs you* -- Posted by Sara2011 at 9:23 pm on July 9, 2009 im sorry. i know the feeling. message me if you want. -- Posted by Anonymous at 9:24 pm on July 9, 2009 its been like 4 months since I've had a hug that meant something to me. I keep up the same fucking shit up just so people don't feel sorry for me, but I can'at fucking stand it -- Posted by xaren at 9:24 pm on July 9, 2009 take a moment and consider all the things you have dear to you ... stop living in the things and pains of what you dont got and be thanful for those that you do... health care clean water when you consider all thes it dosent feel so bad....... also *hugs* hehe there ya go buddy. -- Posted by RayOrama at 9:25 pm on July 9, 2009 If I could I'd hug you, dude. I'd do it in a manly way of course and I'd pat you hard on the back so that no one would think we're gay, but I would hug you. -- Posted by Alternative Twitch at 9:28 pm on July 9, 2009 This thread is sagging with epic man love. We're here for you brother. /hug -- Posted by Ewwy at 9:28 pm on July 9, 2009 Ohhh sweetie, It's normal for both gender to cry, don't take the stupid sexist shit into consideration. Everythingg will be ok eventually, It just has too, that's how life works. You'll make it through it. I know it. -- Posted by thegeek at 9:29 pm on July 9, 2009 Quote: from xaren at 9:24 pm on July 9, 2009 take a moment and consider all the things you have dear to you ... stop living in the things and pains of what you dont got and be thanful for those that you do... health care clean water when you consider all thes it dosent feel so bad....... also *hugs* hehe there ya go buddy. I hear that from every asshole who's never dealt with this sort of thing. being thankful i have water. woo hoo. can water say "it's okay buddy, i know things will get better."? no it can't I'm in the same boat as you Anonymous. -- Posted by Anonymous at 9:30 pm on July 9, 2009 Quote: from xaren at 12:24 am on July 10, 2009 take a moment and consider all the things you have dear to you ... stop living in the things and pains of what you dont got and be thanful for those that you do... health care clean water when you consider all thes it dosent feel so bad....... also *hugs* hehe there ya go buddy. I tried. there's nothing that i care about anymore. And now its not even about her, its about no one ever caring -- Posted by thegeek at 9:36 pm on July 9, 2009 Listen to Jump by Van Halen or Devo, or Vengaboys. -- Posted by XxcrimsonxtwilightxX at 9:40 pm on July 9, 2009 i now the feeling, my friend introduced me into these bands called nevershoutnever!, owl city, the scene aesthetic, and this providence. i want you to look them up eventually. buut first, you need to sry. you need to let it out. if you can, call a friend to come over to be with you. your # 1 priority is to let. it. out. then began the recovery. listen to those bands. and if you feel you need to talk pm me and we'll work something out. theres nothing wrong with a guy crying. your human like the rest of us. *hugz*