-- Posted by tearful at 6:53 am on July 10, 2009 im so depressed that no one, mainly my family dont understand the physical pain im in from working at packing houses. i just worked for  4 hours yesterday and i have something wrong with my feet, since i was little, i cant stand for longer than an hour or i feel excruitiating pain on my heels and i know many jobs where you have to stand, which sucks, i need some expensive things for me feet that cost 400$+ but i cant afford it. ive worked other jobs, and although the pain in my heels sucked, it wasnt as painful as working at a packing house where my whole body hurts, i came home dizzy with a migraine from just watching the fruit pass through the fast machines, my eyes hurt so bad which led to the migraine i couldnt get rif of for hours! i feel like i failure, like i let myself and my family down. people tell me "the first days are always hard" bullshit, ive worked at a packing house for months before, i'd even get fevers from the pain, it never got better, every day was worse, thats why i quit in the past too -- Posted by tearful at 6:53 am on July 10, 2009 Everyone around you is a jerk because you go to a vocational school. -- Posted by Mods1Blow2Me3Daily at 6:54 am on July 10, 2009 yea =[ i am ugly... -- Posted by Mods1Blow2Me3Daily at 6:54 am on July 10, 2009 not your fault, you're probably a lady, and thats no job for you. -- Posted by Maxie at 6:58 am on July 10, 2009 Why do you keep getting those jobs then? -- Posted by Maxie at 6:58 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from mcslovex3 at 8:48 pm on Jan. 12, 2009 Dont throw the kid away just because your bf is a jerk. She won't have any way to take care of her kid, unless she moves back home. -- Posted by musicfan3 at 6:58 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from xsharpi at 7:51 pm on Jan. 12, 2009 Quote: from mcslovex3 at 6:48 pm on Jan. 12, 2009 Dont throw the kid away just because your bf is a jerk. I am not throwing it away, I am accepting defeat. I want to be 16, I can't handle this right now, and I am not going to put myself and the baby in a difficult situation.   I tried, but I don't feel comfortable with bring a child into this... I understand. Do what you feel is right. -- Posted by musicfan3 at 6:58 am on July 10, 2009 You did it because you had too. Quitting this job is going benefit you in terms of your health. -- Posted by tearful at 7:04 am on July 10, 2009 Who gave you the right to say who is a 'crap' person and who isn't? -- Posted by tearful at 7:04 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from Maxie at 6:58 am on July 10, 2009 Why do you keep getting those jobs then?                                    i remember you posted on my topic yesterday, i dont wanna seem like a whiny baby, but i really feel like shit knowing that other people can do these jobs, and i cant. i actually aplly at different places, but no one else calls me for a job, so i settle for these, i really need the money, in 20, i should be working. -- Posted by sixguns at 7:07 am on July 10, 2009 its okay try workin with computer so many ppl do that -- Posted by sixguns at 7:07 am on July 10, 2009 You're picking it? Uh, that's pretty retarded. No doctor actually lets their patient pick the medicine to go on. You know nothing about them. -- Posted by Maxie at 7:37 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from tearful at 12:04 am on July 11, 2009 Quote: from Maxie at 6:58 am on July 10, 2009 Why do you keep getting those jobs then? i remember you posted on my topic yesterday, i dont wanna seem like a whiny baby, but i really feel like shit knowing that other people can do these jobs, and i cant. i actually aplly at different places, but no one else calls me for a job, so i settle for these, i really need the money, in 20, i should be working. I understand now. It just seems kinda silly at first to keep apllying for jobs you can't do, but given this economic climate there aren't many jobs to go around... and everyone has limitations. Are you able to get disability benefits? -- Posted by Maxie at 7:37 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from CaseyLee at 12:30 pm on Jan. 21, 2009 AIDS. this made me lmao   -- Posted by tearful at 8:03 am on July 10, 2009 This isn't really that funny.... -- Posted by tearful at 8:03 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from marieta91 at 7:37 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from tearful at 7:10 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from marieta91 at 6:59 am on July 10, 2009 i dont get why u dont have the $400 .. i mean i save and skrimped up over $2000 while in college to get a brace.                           a brace for your feet right? well in order to get money i need to work, thats common sense. i do get some money from college, but that goes for gas, food and books and bills.. no fo rmy teeth???? ya u have to work.. u said u have worked before. so why havent u they money. get ur priorities in order.                           you know you can just get braces and they are cheaper. anyway, like i said before, i have bills to pay..and back then i didnt get money for college, so what i made i spent for my school, did you even read what i said?   -- Posted by tearful at 8:16 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from Maxie at 7:37 am on July 10, 2009Quote: from tearful at 12:04 am on July 11, 2009Quote: from Maxie at 6:58 am on July 10, 2009Why do you keep getting those jobs then?                                    i remember you posted on my topic yesterday, i dont wanna seem like a whiny baby, but i really feel like shit knowing that other people can do these jobs, and i cant. i actually aplly at different places, but no one else calls me for a job, so i settle for these, i really need the money, in 20, i should be working. I understand now                              its okay :-] i probably wasnt too clear. no i dont think i can get disability, doctors and society probably think im too young and healthy. its stupid, im thinkin about going to a feet doctor, and if what i have is a type of disability they can prove it. when i was a toddler i had to have especially made shoes for my feet cuz they were crooked :-/ they arent anymore, than God. -- Posted by tearful at 8:16 am on July 10, 2009 its just startingg. liking it so far[: haha.