-- Posted by loveisjustaword at 10:40 am on July 10, 2009 Okay so like I have stated before, I am dating the love of my life. It will we be 2 months Wednesday. We have had our ups and downs, but whatever we might get ourselves into, when we get out of them it always seems to make us stronger in the end. The first major down we had was when my friend Will kissed me. At first he was only mad at Will, Until I told him that later that day, Will walked me home and I made out with him. He was upset, but I told him I was truly mistaken and he forgave me. Then, he found out I kissed a kid named Everett in Truth or Dara. He again forgave me. What he doesn't know id that I let Everett finger me and I gave him a hand job and we kissed again a little. He doesn't know about that, and he doesn't know about the time me and Austin went to his grandma's house alone and almost had sex. He ate me out and we kissed and he fingered me, and I gave him 2 hickies, and he sucked on my boobs. The night before that I went to Paul's house and Sam was there and really drunk. I was sober, but we kissed and cuddled just a little, which I know is not okay. My boyfriend does not know about this either. But I feel like a cheating whore. I am a cheating whore. I don't know why I do these tings. I know it's wrong and I still do it. I know he deffinatley doesn't like it and there is no way he deserves any of this and he would never do this to me. I have stopped. I have cut off all contact with these other guys. One of my best friends Nicole is helping me too. We are constantly together, ecspecially this summer, because she doesn't want me to make another stupid mistake. And I have made many of those. I have only ever had sex with my boyfried, nobody else, but it's still not right to cheat on him. I have tried telling him yesterday, and I was gonna, but he knew something was going on. He said, "Jamie, I know something is going on. I love you but I promised my self I wouldn't give you more than 2 chances and I have given you 3. I just can't take the hurt anymore." How am supposed to tell him when he says something like that? I really don't wanna loose the love of my life, but It's not fair to keep this from him. I hope he will forgive me, but that will be a maricle. I have no right to be forgivin. I wouldn't be surprised if he never talked to me again. What should I do? I am going to die without him. I won't even be able to cry because I think I'll be dead inside. -- Posted by Light Assassin at 10:40 am on July 10, 2009 enter button is there for a reason -- Posted by Mods1Blow2Me3Daily at 10:41 am on July 10, 2009 thats quite a novel -- Posted by Fishboner at 10:41 am on July 10, 2009 , I am dating the love of my life. It will we be 2 months Wednesday. -- Posted by Fishboner at 10:41 am on July 10, 2009 I stopped reading there. -- Posted by blitzerdog at 10:41 am on July 10, 2009 My god thats a wall of text. Decipher skills are not that good... -- Posted by Karyssia at 10:42 am on July 10, 2009 He's the love of your life after two months? -- Posted by iluzy at 10:42 am on July 10, 2009 your such a bitch -- Posted by Catzcore at 10:42 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from Porn Store Stiffi at 6:41 pm on July 10, 2009 I stopped reading there. Me too... ugh.   -- Posted by XxRedneckBitchxX at 10:42 am on July 10, 2009 You are a slut. He is not the love of your life. I hope you tell him and he never speaks to you again. -- Posted by blitzerdog at 10:43 am on July 10, 2009 Will walked me home and I made out with him. He was upset, but I told him I was truly mistaken and he forgave me. Then, he found out I kissed a kid named Everett in Truth or Dara. He again forgave me. What he doesn't know id that I let Everett finger me and I gave him a hand job and we kissed again a little. He doesn't know about that, and he doesn't know about the time me and Austin went to his grandma's house alone and almost had sex. He ate me out and we kissed and he fingered me, and I gave him 2 hickies, and he sucked on my boobs. The night before that I went to Paul's house and Sam was there and really drunk. I was sober, but we kissed and cuddled just a little, which I know is not okay. My boyfriend does not know about this either. High five for true love right? -- Posted by NakedSun at 10:43 am on July 10, 2009 You've only been dating him for two months... Hard to say he's the love of your life. You're also correct in saying you are a cheating whore. Clearly you're not old enough to handle a relationship maturely. Let the poor boy go find a decent girl. -- Posted by Karyssia at 10:44 am on July 10, 2009 Well... her user name brings much irony into this thread. You really do have to break past 2 year hump imo because that's when most relationships go sour. -- Posted by Kaijuu at 10:45 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from Karyssia at 10:42 am on July 10, 2009 He's the love of your life after two months? Maybe she got to know him fast. -- Posted by Ewwy at 10:46 am on July 10, 2009 I personally think he deserves better than youu, && if you really do love him i think you shouldd break up with him. You know so he can actually find something worth his time. That's my advice. -- Posted by SearchxAndxDestroy at 10:47 am on July 10, 2009 Quote: from NakedSun at 1:43 pm on July 10, 2009 You've only been dating him for two months... Hard to say he's the love of your life.   You're also correct in saying you are a cheating whore. Clearly you're not old enough to handle a relationship maturely. Let the poor boy go find a decent girl. Exactly this. You disgust me. -- Posted by GuardieImpulsex3 at 10:49 am on July 10, 2009 Hes the love of your life after two months.? Please, you dont know what love is then. you cant fall in love after that short time. Another thing is, you are a cheating whore, idont think you're ready for a relationship if you cheated on him in so MANY different ways. Tell him already so he can hate you lol. -- Posted by Rawrj at 10:50 am on July 10, 2009 You really don't deserve to be talking about how much you love someone that you cheated on. -- Posted by w04hs3xy at 10:51 am on July 10, 2009 i think he should dump your skank ass. wtf? asss hole cheater. -- Posted by emostarchild at 10:51 am on July 10, 2009 r u jkin? troll? or are you being serious? cos if u r then ur bf should dump ur ass. ur such a bitch (-sorry) how could u do that to him???? hes forgiven u 3 times already! ugh, id never do that to my bf - who i love so much. u must not really love him... -- Posted by Gruadia at 10:53 am on July 10, 2009 I think you are a slut... you seem to fuck everyone but your boyfriend... -- Posted by XxRedneckBitchxX at 10:57 am on July 10, 2009 Odd. She looks like a cheating whore as well. -- Posted by ificanscream at 11:27 am on July 13, 2009 That's really wrong/: -- Posted by vman5911 at 2:36 pm on July 13, 2009 What the fuck is wrong with you? He's your boyfriend and you hook up with other guys more than you do him. I am speechless.